It seems that I only do blogs when I am unhappy and really am going to change that.  That is one reason why there has been no blogs in a while because I am extremely happy right now.  We are finally all moved and everything put away and pictures up and ready for winter. Skyler has adjusted a lot better than I thought he would.  There was probably two weeks of trying to get him to listen to me again and into a routine.  He fought me very hard for those first two weeks because he was use to all the yelling that had gone on.  He learned really quick that I was the boss and he was only eight and needs to be a kid.  We have a rule in the house and that is no yelling allowed.  He is so happy now and keeps telling how much he loves our new life together.  We went out on Halloween to my sisters old church.  It is so much more fun to go there than to house to house.  They have what they call trunk and treat and he gets so much candy.  Then after you get your candy you go into the church and they have refreshments and cider and tons of kids games.  He won a real goldfish so now we have a new addition to our family he calls him bubbles.  He was sponge bob for Halloween and he looked so cute we had a blast and then we came home and curled up under the blankets and watched a couple of movies. We have started to watch the tv show 24 and never realized what a great show it is.  We are on season 4 and the library has all the seasons so does not cost us anything to rent them.  Nothing much else going on just enjoying doing our own thing and not having the arguing and stress that we had gone through the last several years.  I stopped dating the one guy I was seeing because I just did not feel anything and not ready to date again.  For once in my life I want to take the time to heal before I move on.  I don't think I have ever in my life since I was 16 that I have ever had time alone.  I was married at 17 to Sam and had two boys with him and was married for over 12 years.  Before even a month after being separated I met the most incredible and the one true love I have ever had and that was Charles.  We were together for over five years.  Right after him I met the worst mistake of my life but also the best mistake too because with him I had Skyler.  When Skyler was ten months old I met Jerry and we were married for over seven years.  After Jerry made a huge mistake and went back to Pat thinking we could be a family with our son that we share.  I can honestly say that with any man I had ever had a relationship with I never regretted until now.  It was such a mistake to get involved with him.  It really caused Skyler and I a lot of stress and misery.  I thought it would be good for him to meet his real father but he was so abusive and nasty to Skyler.  Jerry will only be the true father that Skyler has had.  Charles was my one true love and that can never be replaced with any man.  It was the best time of my whole life and miss every minute of it and of him.  He will always have my heart and my soul.  So now just taking it slow and not even looking for anyone.  I believe that if there is love again out there for me that he will find me.  I will meet him when I least expect it. I am enjoying my alone time and doing what I want when I want and not having to answer to anyone but myself.  I received my electric bill here and that is the only bill i have to pay because the apts pay everything else.  I was shocked when I opened it up.  It was 5.10 and never saw a bill that small before.  When we had our house our electric bills were huge.  I love where I live and we are in the back and the patio is towards the woods and stuff and chopper my dog can go out there and go potty and is so nice and quite.  I will have to take a picture of it and show everyone what I am talking about.  I am happy and so is skyler and so are my dogs and can't ask for much more than that.