Before i moved out of my ex's peice of shit trailor I had a revenge plan that I was going to do to all the people who have hurt me.  I don't want to get into who and what they did because i want it all to be a surprise to them.  I am a firm believer that what comes around goes around and have always let karma pay people back.  After I moved I decided I did not want to think about those people and just wanted peace and not to look back.  Well, I say a comment on a myspace page about me and there was no reason for it.  Well fuck karma I am out for revenge and it is going to be very sweet.  People think they can just fuck people over and hurt them and it is all fine.  I never have been a person to sit back and let people fuck me over.  In high school I was paddled and suspended for fighting.  I use to love to fight and even broke a girls nose almost got kicked out of school for that one.  My first fight was in 8th grade and got my butt kicked had no idea how to throw a punch and was suspended for three days from school.  My step dad was a vet and he taught me how to shoot a gun and how to ride a motorcycle and just basically to be strong.  When i came home from school all beat up i was afraid I was going to be in trouble.  I was in trouble but not for the fighting but for getting my butt kicked.  He took those three days off from work and each day taught me how to fight and how to punch and how block and after that i loved to fight.  I was brought up to never let anyone hurt you and get away with it.  I live with chronic pain and have to go to the pain clinic once a month and have epidural done on my lower back and my neck and also several shots into my muscles to help them relax to help with the pain.  I am so pissed off at what happened to me and how it ended my medical career and how i have to take pain meds and muscle relaxers just to get through the day.  I also have 35 lesions that they found in my brain and test can not find out why and have to go to Ann Arbor to more invasive test done and I have had enough of pain in my life.  I have had enough of people fucking with my life and causing me more pain.  So a word of advice if you have hurt me in the last few months you better watch your back because I am fixing to have some fun for a change.  The lesson here is you should not mess with people and you should not sleep with another womans man and screw up things and you should not call people names and you should not fuck with someone heart but most of all you should not hurt my son and ruin things for him and cause him pain.  Don't get me wrong I am better off now and glad that man is no longer in either of our lives but it is the fact of what you did and when you did it and who you did it too....some people you should not fuck with them and I am one of those people.  I wanted to be left alone but some people have to start shit and i am going to end it.