To have such a great family, even though at times we argue and bicker like we are about to kill eachother. They are always there for me no matter what...and they are the ones that will ALWAYS have my back.

To have Great close friends, even if a lot of us don't hang out like we use to, or would like to. It's always nice to have those few[and you know who you are] that are always there for me in my time of need....wether it's being upset over the boy you lost, or being stressed out from life in general.

My job. Working in a shop is like a dream come true. Every day is another opportunity to advance my career, and I appreciate every day I am granted.

To be alive, even if sometimes, it hurts to breath or people hurt you. Relationships come and go, so do break-ups. They never get easier[thats for damn sure]

That I had him in my life for the time I did....even if that meant having my heart broken. I'd rather love someone and remember the good times we had instead of all the fights, bickering, and crap we went through.

I'm also thankful for what has happened to me within the past 6 years. Believe it or not, I am. Yes-I am a bit fucked up in the head and didn't understand the way someone loved me was wrong, but I've gotten over that part and have learned to deal with it, even if it is hard to talk about. wanna know the truth? Fine. I'll put it out so you can all read and we can get on with our lives. When I was 12 years old I was raped. At 15, I slept with a man that was 26, in the military, and I thought he loved me, but I was wrong, and so was he. There...it's out. I'm messed up in the head because of what has happened to me. It's hard for me to let people into my heart. It seems everytime I do, I get shit on, which is why I have walls built so high that No one can break them down, until now. So if you see me get sad for some reason or just go into a complete blank look, then it's because I'm thinking...thinking of how people in this world can be the way they are, and the cycle keep going.

Happy Turkey Day