Yeah so it's been awhile and I've got nothing on my plate for the next 6 hours so why not type huh?

Well, lately life has been good, not great, and far from perfect but it's been getting better. The last few weeks were kinda tough but Ashley and me got through it. I have a good feeling we could get through anything if we both just try as damn hard as we can. We both found some stuff out about each-other and our-selves and I think it was more good than bad. But this morning seemed like we were more going backwards than forwards. It's okay though I know it won't last. But yeah Ashley still is the only girl for me and some of you know truely how much I mean that.

And well school starts in a few weeks which sucks along with the fact that my dad wants me to get a job...ehh. I found out I need less credits than I thought though so yippee...that means free classes, hmm maybe I'll keep sum extra ones just in case though. I'll figure it out come Sep. but if school is starting soon that means B-day is coming too.

Yeah lately Ash has been hinting at all the gifts she's getting me and it's so sweet how much she really cares for me. I do love her so fucking much. I just do. I really don't know how she could be any nicer to me, and she says she's a bitch, but I understand that we all have bad moments and get aggravated. She just thinks because I have seemingly unlimited patients with her that means she's a bitch because she doesn't with me. Baby that doesn't make you a bitch, it just makes me Jesus...sorry couldn't really think of anyone with more patients than that dude.

But anyways yeah I've been quite chill over this summer, it has been the best one so far. Anyways I'm going to spell-check this (because I'm OCD like that )

And Everyone who reads this...keep chill as well, you never know when keeping your head straight in a bad situation could help out rather than being rash and impulsive (although that works sometimes too )                     ---L.