Amazing, It's two in the morning and I am still awake. I haven't been able to do this in ages, but today was good and the energy was just flowing tonight. I am going to keep this one short tonight since I am turning in soon.

Well yeah I checked and its been about 7 months since I had posted. It really doesn't feel like that long, but oh how the time flies these days. To think in a year from now I will be in college (I probably will miss you all...mostly), and right now I am just enjoying the senior year. It hasn't been all fun, but even the bad things were quite funny in a universal sense. I have noticed though that everyone around me really has a flair for the dramatic (you three know who you are.) I don't get it...shit happens, why not just let it pass and enjoy the rest of life, why must me always return to what hurts us? I am not saying I do this, I tend to do the opposite being the nonconformist I am and all. I am just saying why should we worry about the here and now, when we are just barely adults...we have entire lives to look forward to and in the end this probably won't even come close (or hasn't if your life kinda sucked ass earlier) to the worst things in your life.

Sorry about the tangent and back to my senior year, this year I made it a habit of renaming freshman, and also showing them they really need to watch there place. One freshman this year almost ended up on the wrong side of my fist for fucking with a mentally-challenged kid. Look you just don't do that, especially with me around. I may not be the nicest of guys but there is still some lines you don't cross. This freshman in particular was quite cocky as well, and when a group of about 8 or 9 of my friends who are all quite strong themselves say that you shouldn't do something and you continue, you really must be a masochist, because I won't stop at just pushing you, I will taunt you like a hyena chasing a gazelle, you will start crying before I hit you so what do you think will happen when I do.

Ok, off the violence subject, lately my writing has really been flowing as you can see, if it were not this late, my vocabulary would increase tenfold but oh well. I don't know what it is but I feel inspired, to do what I am not sure, but whenever you are writing something and need a hand message me because I'll always help, as my darling Ashley knows firsthand from me always helping when she rights a essay or story.

Speaking of Ashley, lately stuff has been hard, us being blocked off from each other, but we still manage to stay happy, and thats the most important thing. Granted it isn't as perfect as it seemed when we first got together, but this was my first really serious relationship and it was all new and I just love new things. Still though, I am happy with her and all you nay-sayers best leave because I will always fight for her.

I think I will leave it on that note and head to bed. Comments are appreciated and arguments even more so. Anyways I told you what I had to say (I know I said I would keep it short but like I said Creative Juices), now let me know what you have to say.

------L.