So on campus housing is great. you have tons of friends and lots of fun. except when two groups want the tv and one groups is the minority.
tonight i went down stairs to ask for the tv next. nicely and like the RA said i should. not only was i told no very meanly, i was also gang rapped verbally by a couple of my hall mates. i dont know why i let them make me mad, it just did.
i a m so frustrated. it one of thoughs get really angry and hurt something feeelings or cry in frustration alone in your room till you kind of feel better and yet still angry. thank god for friends. that all there is to it. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh angry is not good yet crying is so girlish and emberrasing.
 the worst part is when you are telling a friend about it and you are so angry you cant think of what to sya and when you go to talk you are on the brink of crying so you have to leave unless you want to cry in front of people.
the worst part for me is i am a happy person and all my dorm know me as THE happy person of the dorm. so when you arent well they know. so here i ahve vented and got it all out and it helped, a little.