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i tried to make a funny and well it didn't work...

haha hmm great blog btw....
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I was just listenin 2 a song and thought of how easily music can affect human emotions. I'm an absolute sucker 4 pretty piano music. Hearing Coldplay can make me happy and sad at the same time..LoL! Imagine this world without any sounds of harmony or rhythm. It's kinda impossible, right? I've only been able 2 truly express myself through singin. Heck, my name means 'singer'! Why not? 0k, "Thank You For the Music" by Abba is in my head now..HaHa  

Music envokes emotions plain and simple. For some impressionable people it influences them (eg. violence and rap) . But for the rest of us, for those 3 and a half minutes or so we can be anywhere we want. Music makes us happy, energized, and in your case gives an escape from sadness. Sometimes people just need to play those songs that reminded them of those times with the person they loved and lost , and just cleanse your soul through your tears. A sense of acceptance and strength prevale through the agonizing feelings of hopelessness and lonelyness. The greatest songs come from one's demoralizing trials and tribulations. So continue to write music, your amazing at it. Your friends and family shape your personality and when you write "that song" remember that creativity and talent came from growing up with possitive and negative diversitys. Do you think most of the great bands out there would make it if they didnt experience hell and sadness first?  I know you'll be fine. I believe in you and i always have. You know this! From the day i met you in 6th grade i stuck by your side and u stuck by mine because i knew you were a leader and would do special things in this life. You're a brilliant person who has made poor decisions, shit we all have, but you still have time to follow your dreams. Remember everything happens for a reason and  now you may beable to accomplish and  take steps in  directions you couldnt have gone 6 months ago. You may not know what it is just yet, but god gives you "exits" off the highway when your travaling in the wrong directions. Tim everyone knows you better than me, but i know the real you better then them..

                                                    love ya,

                                                  flea.... woops i mean chris