And so, here I am in front of the laptop screen to once again hand out pearls of wisdom to some, a pearl necklace to others...heheeh. Yes it is I, your paragon of the information superhighway. While puffin' on a Marlboro, I decided that life for me is actually lookin' up and I must share my musings with friends, strangers, and the morbidly curious at large. My baby bitch and I are going to rent a house together here in scenic Plymouth, IN. Big step for your paragon since I've never had this particular responsibility before. Hell, who am I bullshittin'! I've never had very many responsibilities before, but all things must come to an end I'm told so here I am. I'm confident that for the first time in my life, I can move into this stage of adulthood with poise and my particular style of doing things. More importantly, my ladyfriend has confidence in me as well and that's refreshing. I'm not used to that, seeing as how I've never tried to earn confidence before, even though I've craved all my life. Sure, I'm a fair-to-middling actor, a karoke god, and a fair hand at 2-D fighting games, but in the long run, confidence in my ability to be a provider is much more important to me and she has it. I've kept the same job for awhile, even though it's not what I want in my life. It's a stepping stone to the future and as long as I remember that, I stay sane...at least as sane as I can be. And I have a sweet van...I really do. That's not all my good shite though. I've lost a grand total of 39 lbs. in the last 3 months so I'm only marginally obese, which means I can see my weenis for the first time in my life. That's a big plus. I have a couple of projects on the burner to keep my mind occupied. I'm concieving a new chapter in the DragonBall saga for those of you who follow anime. More details later. I'm also wanting to start my own podcast which will definetly be interesting since I'm a fuckin' dork. For all my old Theater Freaks, I'm listening to showtunes again. It's giving me an itch to come out of retirement and get onstage again if I can find the time. I feel it would be very theraputic for me as I think it's been missing from my life for far too long. Not the old My Fair Lady-Music Man b.s. though. I'm listening to shit that no one has the balls to put on around here like Evil Dead: The Musical, South Park:Bigger, Longer, and Uncut, and one of my new favorites, Spamalot! Funny shit. Of course, Rocky Horror and Little Shop are still in my listen list as is Sweeny Todd(Lokking forward to the big screen debut of that). Just finding myself again, I guess. Only this time a little older, a little wiser, slightly less cocky, and a whole lot cuter. Well, time to wash my ass. Later days, folks!
Rocky out like a blown lightbulb