that i was like three years old, standing in my old backyard in the trailorpark, it was really sunny and i was holding a purple flower. then it rained and the flower died and i went to run inside and i tripped and fell in mud. i was wearing my my little pony shirt and i was pissed that i ruined it. then my mom made me take a shower inside with my clothes on.

weird thing is that really happened when i was like three.. except i rode my bike off the porch and fell in the mud and fucked up my my little pony shirt.. and my mom DID make me take a shower with my clothes on..  i dont know why. but there was no flower dying and it wasnt raining. that shit is weird. i wonder what that means.

i need to go somewhere this weekend. i dont know where but i need out of this house..