I was talking to sam about "just doing it".  people that can do, and then just continue to do.  the only thought of the last thing seems to be a reference tio help them better complete the task at hand.  thats incredible!  Free from the idea of fixing.  the present isn't a tool to "fix" the past... everything is only better because of doing because it feels right and good to do. 

The tittle has nothing to do witht he blog.

it is a reference to the past, to my last blog. I liked it so I am giving it props.

I guess I lack goals going into things.  like... some thought of what i want.  it's take it as it comes. do it as I feel it.  soo damn passive. :-)

but what can you do?  push people?  I guess communicate. hehe that would help.  sooooo back to it.  I feel less angry.  it's weird that i like bloging.  it's like a journal, but some one might read it, probably never the person it would mean something to at the right time.

anyway, off to go do.  I feel like I missed out.  nothing to do but try try again.  let people know whats up.