it's like this, if it wasn't for Mcdonalds, i would still be at home moping about and possibly gaining 5 pounds everyday as i watch the tv, play whatever i can on ps2 and being so fucking bored that i want to drill myself in the head and squeeze out my eyeballs, do you want to just do soemthing if it's that to the extreme of boredom?? anyways, that said i kind of take things seriously, i dunno, i got it from my mom i guess because im sure my dad doesn't have much of seriousness other than my high strung mom. but whatever, she just needs to relax, as do i, ahahahahahah! i have to do something for my life, today i just sat there outside on my break and thought "hmmmmmm, what should i do for my life?" since i just work at the place for now and yeah its easy as cake, sure it isnt the dream job but what gives? i am actually making money and i am actually making a big difference as those who dont do anything, those who dont do anything should be doing something other than being lazy bums!!! i mean, you have to work hard on what you want right? so whatever i am good at, at poems and doing art i can become like a story teller for kids? make childrens books?> make graphic horror/erotica novels? look, at this point i am actually trying to make a life by working and i have this to think over too, i can also go back to high school to upgrade but maybe work for a year and then go back is good too! hmmmmmmmm.............. let me get back to this as to i have to think what i want in my life and have a nice day! toodles!!