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Jessi {aka JV}



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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 33
Sign: Virgo

City: A Town far far away....
State: Wisconsin
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/6/2005

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Wednesday, October 01, 2008 

Current mood:  scared
Category: Life

Tonight it was the vampires that were after me.

Yes, you read that right.

 Usually its just murderous zombies, with blood dripping from their mouth, a severed human limb in the hand, with jagged bites taken out of it. I can hear the smacking of their blood wetted lips as they enjoy their snack, bef

No, tonight it was vampires. But not the cuddly vampires I adore, it was those nasty vicious ones like from that 40 Days of Night movie. The ones with the blood chilling screams, and the mouth FULL of sharp teeth, not just the two pretty fangs.

I was seeing things everywhere, feeling their beedy little eyes watching me from every dark corner.

I'm sitting here waiting, just waiting for the damn sun to come up. The sun, even though I avoid it like the plauge, it makes me feel just a little bit better when I see it begin to pinken up the sky.

 

Ok, by now I'm sure you're wondering what the fuck I'm going on about, and thinking that you better take me to see the men in the pretty white coats at good old Mendota. Its ok, I'm still sane. Ok, maybe leaning a little more to the not so side of sane...

But damn it, I've decided that a third shift job, where you're mostly alone, is not a good place for some one with an imagination like mine.

There are so many shadows that I see move. Strange noises that I can't explain. All it takes is one thing to set my mind off...

No, to answer your next question, I don't come to work stoned. I know, as paranoid as I sound you might think that. But I haven't smoked anything since that one time years ago in the woods...

Seriously, there are points in the night where I think my heart is going to pound out of my chest, my palms sweat, and my pupils dilate from fear.

 

I've also learned not to whisle in the dark when  you're alone. That is just fuckin creepy and I'm sure its straight out of a horror movie.

Fuck. The back door just opened.... now I hold my breath until I hear the comforting beep of the time clock.... surely vampires and zombies don't clock in....(unless you count me in the first catagory) ......ahhhh there it is.... BEEP!

Now I feel a little better, not quite so alone, and as I look out the window, I see the first traces of sunlight stretching across the sky....

Looks like I made it thru another night.

Currently listening:
Live in the Lbc & Diamonds in the Rough (W/Dvd)
By Avenged Sevenfold
Release date: 2008-09-16
~DragonFly~

 
I totally understand every thing you mentioned....try working in a hospital where people have died. I've told you doors open on their own and shit....you are not alone! Maybe every one just needs to work a week of over nights and they might just understand.
 
Posted by ~DragonFly~ on Wednesday, October 01, 2008 - 1:56 PM
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Shannon

 
That is why I would never want to work a 3rd shift job like that. . My imagination would be going wild and I would scare myself.

Shannon
 
Posted by Shannon on Friday, October 03, 2008 - 2:02 AM
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