Has anyone ever felt like the world is crashing down around you? Like there is nothing you can do to make anything any better....so you turn to things that may not be the best for you? like partying and drinking? yeah. i have turned to all of it. It gives me imediate satisfaction but i feel like crap when i realize what i have done. Im sinking into one of my stages where i can get a little reckless...and i dont care. I need to have a little fun.family life sucks , i cant get the one guy i want to commit to a realtionship(and no its not trevor). I need some help but i dont know how to get it. so yeah as days pass by, i get more depressed, more reckless, less caring about what happens to me.