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Last Updated: 11/28/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 100
Sign: Virgo

City: Honolulu
State: Hawaii
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/9/2005
Wednesday 14/10/2009 
I'm always the guy that the girl says,"Oh, he's too nice to date." Or,"He's such a nice guy, but he isn't my type." Even the dreaded,"He'd make such a good boyfriend, but I can't ask him out, it'd ruin our friendship." Why do nice guys have to finish last? And why do women say they want a guy that'll treat them well, but date nothing but assholes who just want to get in their pants? I've been told that my day will come, but the current trend in reality states the opposite. The intellectual falls before the idiot, the gentle fall before the corrupt, and the nice guy finishes last. When he even wants to finish at least. One can only keep it up for so long. The question is, when he does finally die out, does he decide to follow the trend and go against the core of his very being? Or does he fade to black and live or die in obscurity, never knowing the happiness he so craves, no, the happiness he deserves?

You tell me that I can't know until I try. Guess what, I fucking tried. I've tried longer and harder than anyone else I know. I've been the mediator, the shoulder to cry on, the one to confide secrets in, the best friend, the brother, the lover, the guiding light, the rock that the sea just can't budge. I've done it all, and more. I'm always eager to help people, no matter the cost to me. It's my nature to take a bullet for a complete stranger.

Now riddle me this; why must I be so alone, tell me what the fuck is wrong with me?
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