fuck him*! i hate hate hate being in love. and then he* just acts as if he* doesnt see i fuckin cannot talk to him* w/out becoming fuckin red. what should i do uh? let him* know everything?? but he* knows. and theres only 17 days left. its not something sad cuz he* is my dads neighbour, but it pisses me off. summers gonna be long long long. i already miss him*, his* eyes, his* smile...  its like drugs or vodka. im so pissed off. i should just shut up, no? yesterday i went to a show, with some french rock bands. we were only 150. i stole a flyer (it was 2$!!) and i bought a tee shirt. i think im gonna let you see it when my cameras back from death. so, thats it. goodbye, guys.

xoxo,
kiley