Hello my dear visitors,

I am so sorry for my absence the last months. Since my dad died about three months ago i have been very sad and was caught in a deep trance deeling with all these feelings... next to that i had to start taking care of my mother who was totally dependant on him due to her Alzheimers disease. She needs someone around her almost 24/7 so i am her personal caretaker.

What will happen in the future i am not sure of, but because of all this i hardly had any time to blog or to visit MYSPACE...

Right now i feel much better and i learned to accept the death of my father because i know he is better off now and deserved his peace and quiet and i know his soul will live on forever. This doesn't mean that we (my family and i) don't miss him like hell, but we just have to move on and i have to try to make life nice for my mom and myself again so this is what i am planning to do...

I hope to see you all online soon again my friends...

Yours truly,
Zohra