There was a beginning to this end... Quitting the job that was killing me, finishing school, and finally accepting a seperateness from the things and people who didn't give back my faith and hope. Now, after taking a month long journey through Montana, Nevada and finally settling in SF I can breathe deeper... Perhaps the life is new again. I used my birthday as an example of this new outlook, taking charge and for once putting my own happiness first... Not selfishly ( I invited all to share and put input) but absolutely. I'm finding this new responsibility in myself inspiring. I'm making less excuses and less compromises. Hopefully the friends that I know in the future will renew their interest in me as I have before in them. But if they don't... Fuck 'em.