Numbness overcomes me as my eyes beam.Realizing what 'was'....

it was all a dream...The past circumstances subdue my thoughts, encompassing anger but fueling what is saught.

Admiring the future, but still gazing back understanding the purpose and what it is that I lack.

It was grand, to say the least, but at this moment I do not wish to saver the 'feast'.

What was had was undoubtedly the best, but I must admit that it's time to put those thoughts to rest.

Moving on, and desiring more leaving it behind at the shore. I

 thought it was my destiny, but it is no longer here, so it is obvious IT was not for me. Getting over the figurative hump seems to be a daunting task, but as I keep my eyes forward I know that these thoughts shall not last......

~AMT