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City: Brisbane
State: Queensland
Country: AU
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Friday, November 06, 2009 

Category: Life
Hey people far and wide that read our blog,

My name is Colin. I play guitar and song write for Starlight Theatre.
Every so often I going to share some thoughts. Simply that. It may be a
little sporadic and all over the place at times, but thats the nature of
the mind really isn't it?

It will often be a little darker then perhaps you might think, but it will
be honest. Sometimes it will be paragraphs, sometimes just a line or too.
Either way, I would love your thoughts. Hopefully it will be a chance to
grab onto something real. I worked out once, that for our myspace, only
one in 150 people who read our blog leave a comment. Talk to me and I will
certainly talk back!

Welcome to what I'm calling 'A Blog For Me and You'. The first one is
titled 'Infancy and Me'.

'Infancy and Me'

So many of us despite our age, seem to be stuck in eternal infancy. This
becomes so evident through the selfishness that we have become acustomed
too; for is there anything more child like then "me, me, me"?

You see it all the time, from top level politics to 15 year old kitchen
hands working at McDonalds. Everyone looking our for number one. Is this
just the Western world though?

People marry for better or for worse but not for good, at least it would
seem....

I know that when I'm alone with my mind and thoughts for too long (a
really long drive for example), it often scares me, nearly to the point of
self loathing, to know who I really am, or at least could be if my
thoughts became reality...

Hope all is well with all of you,

Colin.
Ethan Leon

 

My my lovely, it's widely understood that self-loathing is a natural product of being human, but then we find all is well again------and that too is of the same nature.


 
Posted by Ethan Leon on Friday, November 06, 2009 - 10:09 AM
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Starlight Theatre

 
Hey Ethan,
True, true. Although most people, at least in my circles, would shrug off 'dissapointment in self' and the cycle of it, as you mentioned, a lot faster then I can. While I don't disagree with you that its part of the human condition, I feel that to just accept it has such and be content with that, isn't enough.

At the very least I think there has to be something to be learned, otherwise we are just like dogs chasing our tails....if you know what I mean. I think it's a common thing for people (myself included) to keep doing things (in life) a certain way and the wonder why we get getting the same bad results. The outcomes of decisions won't change if we keep making the same style of decision, yet we often wonder why things aren't changing....

So good to hear from you!

Peace.

 
Posted by Starlight Theatre on Saturday, November 07, 2009 - 5:11 AM
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Haiileeee; [ASM]

 
Amazin :)
 
Posted by Haiileeee; [ASM] on Friday, November 06, 2009 - 10:21 AM
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MuSIc iS LiiFe!...[Escapade]... FTK
Harrison Ashley

 
nawww that was beautiful Colin =]]
love u =]] xxx
 
Posted by MuSIc iS LiiFe!...[Escapade]... FTK on Friday, November 06, 2009 - 11:28 AM
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Nic

 
I think the failure to accept responsibility (for self and others) is the most childish attitude/behaviour that one can adopt.  This is becoming more and more common and is the root cause of many problems being seen today.  People are happy to blame others, the government or even society in general for their own actions and as a result, nothing is done to correct the wrong being done.  

For example, a teenager may steal a car - the teen blames the parents for not raising them properly, the parents blame the crowd the teens hangs with for being a bad influence on a good kid, society blames the government for not putting enough institutions in place to help the teen, the government blames the video games the teen plays for warping their mind and convincing them its ok and normal to steal... Blame. Blame. Blame.  It goes on and on...

We have developed a 'blame adverse' culture in which our primary purpose is has become to 'pass the buck'.  You only need to check out who's suing who for their own stupidity to see this in action - people being rewarded for avoiding responsibility.

Its one thing to sit here and write out the problems of the world but another to offer solutions.  And unfortunately I can't come up with any large scale solutions to this large scale problem.  So instead let's start with the individual.  Begin to accept responsibility for who you are and what you do.  See how you go.

 
Posted by Nic on Saturday, November 07, 2009 - 11:11 PM
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Starlight Theatre

 
Hey Nic,

Good to hear from you bro! Although I'm not completely sure how you got onto this topic, I would say that I completly agree with you. i.e. If you are breaking into someone's house, trip on their skateboard and break your arm, you really shouldn't be allowed to sue the house owner for the negligence of leaving out the skate board.....but this actually happens!

My personal thoughts why people are more and more less willing to take responsibility for their actions are wide ranging, but one of them is the general break down of 'the family'. The following is a generalization, I realize there will be a million exceptions.

It's well documented that divorce stats are going up constantly, often leaving mothers with a number of children to bring up by themselves. I have a huge respect for single mums as I can think of no greater (and more exhausting) task then trying to run a house hold, cook, pay bills, clean, raise kids and then work in attempt to cover all these expenses on a single wage....

As a result of this business (and plain exhaustion) though, often despite the most sincere efforts, I think children are left without that male role model that they can aspire to be like and often without the disciplinary figure that models and defines what it is to take responsibility for your own actions.

That said, I've got a number of friends who only have one parent (whic is more common nowdays then two) and they are outstanding people. As I said, I'm using a broad paint brush here.....

Obviously there are a number of external factors that contribute greatly such as the judicial, educational and law enforcement systems. Most of which continue to be watered down.....

Thanks for your thoughts Nic!
 
Posted by Starlight Theatre on Monday, November 09, 2009 - 6:05 AM
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♥ YASMIN ♥

 
Hey Colin!
I just wanted to say that i love your blog and agree 100% ... I really like the way you write and that you can discuss such a deep topic... reminds me of Dave Melillo, one of my fave musicians and blog writers :)

look forward to reading something from you again soon... and hoping that i can get to one of your shows some time soon because you guys are quite amazing :) have a nice day! xx.

 
Posted by ♥ YASMIN ♥ on Friday, November 13, 2009 - 6:20 AM
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