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Last Updated: 12/13/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Sagittarius

City: yorktown
State: Virginia
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/20/2008
October 4, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life
it woulda been two years today
i think about it everyday
my sister's cut their birthday cake
and i think about my biggest mistake


i loved her
and all that we were
it's not fair
i miss her soft brown hair

am i ever on her mind
was it her fault or was it mine
does she ever wish we could rewind
does she look back fondly or think me unkind


i loved her
and all that we were
it's not fair
i try not to care


i never thought i'd become so cold
but i'm just getting too old
the things i'm told
i look at my hand and see it's time to fold


i loved her
and all that we were
it's not fair
i wish i could be back there


those were the best times of my life
and it's been years since i've held you in my sight
and it's been years since i loved you right
it's been years since i've seen the way you look in the candle light


i loved her
and all that we were
it's not fair
without her i'm scared


when she comes home at night
do they always fight
is she alright
is he there to hold her tight



i loved her
and all that we were
it's not fair
that here we are where.


i wish you would have given me two years notice
when i met you, you'd let me know there was no future for us
maybe then i could have thought twice about loving you so much
so much time passed, so many fights everyone our last,
and still i feel that..

"Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht ohne dich"


you don't know what that means
but in english the first line reads
"without you i cannot be"
i really wish before i kissed you in my loft
that you would have given me two years notice...