This has to stop. I don't even know these people, but it breaks my heart to hear about fatal car accidents and people dying before their time. Yesterday I stumbled upon James' myspace. I've never met him in my life, and after reading all his comments I was in tears. I feel like crying now just thinking about it. I haven't lost anyone really close to me yet, but it seems like things like this keep happening. Who's to say what happens next? I honestly don't know how his friends are dealing with this. If I'm a complete stranger and I'm crying, I can't even imagine what it's like for those closest to him. Life is SO short. I think the possibilty of something happening to my friends is becoming more real each time I hear about this, and it's terrifying.

I know just from reading their comments that these must have been awesome people. Their friends wrote such wonderful things about them and how much they would miss them. It makes me wonder if something happened to me, what would people say? It's like everyone says, if I died today, what would people say at my funeral? This has just been eating away at me and I think it might affect the way I act towards people. I just want to be remembered for the good things that I've done and how I've affected lives in a positive way. I'm just not sure if I've actually done that...