So i havent updated in like a year lol... I got a new job working at Liberty National. I absolutely love it. Tanner is now almost two years old. It has almost been a year since I lost the love of my life but like his mother said I have to move on and find me someone new even though it breaks my heart to think like that. I have met many guys but no one has my heart like he did. It is just so hard to find someone that is going to be the father that I hoped Justin would be. My lil man is doing great though. He surprises me each and everyday with the things that he has learned. Justin would be so proud of him if he was here to share in this joy that I feel. I am actually in the process of finding an apartment or a small house to rent. I feel like it is time for me to start my life in my own place and provide completely for my son. I want to be the best mother I can be for him since he doesn't have a father right now. I jus thought I would let everyone know how I'm doing and whats been happening here lately.