I really wish things were clear cut and obvious. I need to know what to do and where to go. I have no direction and I don't know how to find it or where to even start looking.

Honestly, it feels like I have hit a brick wall. The one thing that I have to be thankful for are the good friends in my life. Taylor, Chris, Aaron, Megan, Erin, Swank, and Josh....you guys for sure have made things bearable. Thank you guys for being there when I need you.

I feel like from this point on, though, as terrifying as it is, that I need to continue alone. This is where I have to start making decisions on my own. I appreciate the concern that has been expressed over the decisions I have been considering lately, but I am going to have to take this risk. Remember that I love you all, though, no matter what happens.