It has been awhile since my last Blog, and after reading my last one I have to admit that I am still a dreamer, I never made it to Seista Beach, but I still look for my soulmate...... I am now in Fort Lauderdale and even though I am presently stuck at the Salvation Army ARC I have hope for better days to come, not saying that the days I am now having are not good, I just know that when I finally land a good paying job, and get into my own place, then I will probably be more likely to meet someone who is as interested in me as I am in them........... People look down on people in my present situation as if I am some sort of disease they dont want to catch but, at any moment anyone can end up in my place, and not until the smoke clears know what happened......  I still cannot believe I let this happen to my self but, when I look at the bigger picture I can see Gods hand all over it, and I know that everything is going to work out just fine........I have learned so much about who I am, and I am still learning, I have been places I would never have been had I not lived the life that I have lived, and done things I might not have ever done, this is why I am who I am today, this is why I believe what I believe today, and this is why when I meet the "right one", we will both be VERY LUCKY to have eachother........ I just invited someone to be a new friend aftyer reading her Novel size Blog about who she is, and who she wants to meet, I cannot say that I am everything that she is, or is looking for, but if I could ever have someone in my life that filled every detail of what she wants in someone I would never quit being grateful for having that person in my life, and I hope to one day be just what she is looking for......I dont think I am to far away from being that, but for me to say that I am ALL that well, then I would be saying that I am perfect, and that I am not, I am still a work in progress, which I hope to be until the day I die, which I hope to be far, far, far in the future.......... Well that is all for this entry, I hope to become better disciplined at writing my Blogs, and I hope that you enjoy reading my progression................Namaste............Jeff