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I use my Lungs for everything but breathing (FPC)



Last Updated: 10/17/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Engaged
Age: 27
Sign: Aquarius

City: The Bucket
State: Rhode Island
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/26/2005
Saturday, December 13, 2008 
I breathe, but honestly I've become so numb that my lungs don't feel a thing, there aren't words for what I've seen. And I'm not strong... not in the ways you thought for sure I must be, there are better hero's out there for you to waste your wishes on. The stars won't weep when I draw my final breath, the sky won't protest with a storm, the ocean will swallow all these songs..I wrote for you? Or was I simply trying to find footing, in the cliffs I was always warned about? But the fire's burning in my throat, these hells I walk, all I evoked. The price was something I couldn't pay, and i say the things I shouldn't say. How can I save you each bright new day, when I'm the demon you all should slay? I throw myself down here at your knees. My eye's they beg, and Oh how they do plead, for you to show some mercy on me. Lift me up and set me free...but I can't..I can't promise you any better yesterdays. I can't promise I'll come to save the day, a heart's so useless once it's betrayed. And I want...I want the nightmares to all fade away. I want to rise up and conquer the things that make you afraid, but I'm a monster...I'm just another monster...What will you do, when everything is over? When the fields are covered all in blood, will I be the hero you thought I was?