This i how i feel at the moment......

Just all the shit that's been going on in Life around me makes me wanna eat a bullet, but i can't.....got too much to live for. It's just that i feel like I'm at ends with myself and others around me, i give till there's nothing left to give yet others seem that it's not good enough. I need to find peace in my own goddamn mind. Yet, i think I'm losing my fucking mind at the same time. What the fuck is that.......? -_- ?
~xxx~ Mr. Mayhem ~xxx~