In light of recent events I'd like to say:

Palpitations.... fuck you

1. I'm done smoking.
2. I'm done going out every night.
3. I'm cutting back on the drinking.
4. I'm done trying to be someone I'm not.

Well that's my resolution for now. I never realized how my little fuck ups could effect so many people and how many people actually cared. I think its the amount of people that are worried and concerned that influenced me the most. Its time for a change and I should start now and maybe some people will follow. Don't get me wrong I can't controll what anyone does, but hopefully some will see what happened to me and open their eyes a little bit just so I know maybe I helped a little in bettering their ways. Also, I'm not going anywhere ill still be around in the same old crowd going to the same ole' places just a little bit of a different person.