This year has gone by so fast. I cant believe it. I want to take a few minutes to summurize my year. So much has happend this year...one of the best years of my life. Considering my mom had me tested for Special Ed because I was getting bad grades, I had an alcohol problem, I got suspended for calling showstoppers preps on the anouncments, getting suspended again for skipping school, and I found out I had a benign brain tumor because they didnt take it fully out in my other surgery I loved this year. I have the best memory...just wait and see.

January 9th I went to the mall with Jane. Later we went to Los Alimitos with Stephanie and I met Jill KKK for the first time.

January 11th Chad broke up with me and then we got back together again.

January 27th I started cutting again.

January 28th Chad broke up with me again. I was watching 16 candles and Kevin was over at his house. While chad broke up with me...Kevin was moshing to As I lay Dying.

Febuary 13th I went to the mall with Ivy. We got valentines and the Im not loved pins.

Febuary 14th I wrote a really wierd letter to Jordan telling him I think hes changed and I wanted to help him. Apparently he still has it.

Ok...now I cant remeber dates. No more dates.

MARCH
I got the part of Lilly St. Regis in Annie. The part I wanted so baddly!! I started liking Louis and flirting with him lots. I cut my hair and died it red. I started hanging out with Vicki, God, Bri, Sasha, Erica, and Cira. Kevin got mad at me and started calling me Erica the second.

APRIL
All the after school rehersals! Oh god. Caitlin and I went to the mall and met the finger guy at hot topic, the man with the great finger action. Caitlin also left the band around this time. Caitlin and I tried getting tickets to a weezer show at the warfield and then a dogs die in hot cars show, it failed. Natalie slept over and we mixed pepsi with wiskey. We got so drunk and almost puked. Then there was the Musical, I loved it. THE 80S DANCE!!!!!! I danced with louis..teehee. That was the night vicki and mikey got together. I got the name "larrykins" and "hilly billy bear"

MAY
My Birthday! Chad was..umm....weird.  I made out with Louis and my mother walked in. We all laughed at "Hey pokry the pig, go back to china bitch" and Caitlin got really mad. Britanee made out with Ally and like, got on top of her. I made out with Vicki and Ally. Caitlin and Britanee were spooning. Some great inside jokes....Britanee has the greatest tits...BLONDIE'S greatest hits.
I also came into encoring crying my eyes out. I slammed the door and sat down with Jane. She interigated me untill I told her what was wrong. I found out I would have to have another surgery. Chad gave me one of his famous Chad hugs fallowed by hugs from Kevin, Louis, and thats right JORDAN, the man who dosent hug.

JUNE
Great America Trip. GOTH GUY!!!! I hung out with Chad Vicki Mikey and Vince. I was stalking this really HOT goth guy. Ohh and the YOGURT! haha. My going away party was awsome! I was cuddling with Kevin whos mouth was sucking my hand. I walked with louis and his arm was around me. And how could anyone forget Chads...ALPHA MALE!!! Graduation, I got with Vince, the man of my dreams. I kissed him lots. We tried to get the DJ to play the ramones. The next day I moved. I went to encore and then walked back to Kaites house. I died her hair. The 16th I had my surgery, by the 18th I was home and in recovery. My healing spell worked too.

JULY
I fell in love. I spent most of my time online talking to Vince. On July 6th, Mikey's birthday, I went down there to see him. It was quite awkward with Mike and Bri there but I had so much fun. On the morning of the 7th I snuck out of Katies house and walked down to castillero to see him. We climbed on the roof and cuddled on the stage. He walked me back to Katies and we kissed outside her house for hours. I'll never forget this. Of course later that day was the London Bombing. Later in the month, I met my first redding friend(online of course) Brandt.

AUGUST
I went to Wisconson to visit the relatives. All I really remember about it was wanting to get back to see Vince. When I went down for a week that month...We met at the mall with Mikey, Vicki and Bri the first day. I hung out with Vicki at her house and we took naughty photos the second day. The third day we went to Jonnhy Rockets and then Stienbeck. Another best day of my life senerio. Later that day he went to pioneer where I was and I hitch-hicked to the mall where he told me he was. Cell phones dead I searched all over San Jose to find him and I did. When I got back school started. Vince was grounded for what seemed like forever. And the perfect couple, Mikey and Vicki, was no more.

SEPTEMBER
I made my first school friend, Will Farley, who later spread rumors we were dating and I was obsessed with him. Were no longer friends. I started to think that Jordan Dun was really hot, allthough I didnt like him because I loved Vince with all my heart. I went down to San Jose and I think this was the most passionate time Vince and I ever had. We were madly in love, and we were boring Mikey to death. I also had dinner with his parents.
The day after that, I had an MRI, my first since the surgery. That was the most painfull one out of the 20 or so I had because I had to take off the metal necklace that vince gave me. It was the first time in 3 months I felt he wasnt with me. Im actully crying as I write this.

OCTOBER
I'll just skip to the end of the month. The harvest festival, this is where it gets confussing. The whole night I wanted to dance with Jordan, but I still felt the same for Vince. I hung out with him but we never danced. After he left I asked Kelsey if she wanted to go(I was her ride). She pushed me up next to another Jordan who I then danced with the whole night. The next weekend Vince was busy or when we talked it was never stimulating conversation. I kept thinking about this mysterious guy. On Halloween, Jordan Dunn asked me if I liked him, I said yes. That night I was trick or treating with the other Jordan and he asked the same thing. Yes. I liked both of them, but I loved another. I was being pulled in so many directions and I cracked under te presure.

NOVEMBER
On the 1rst, I left Vince. On the 2nd, Jordan Dunn asked me out. On the 4th I got back with Vince. On the 6th I broke up with him again. On the 7th I started going out with Dunn. Do I regreat breaking up with the perfect man? Yes. Why didnt I get back with him for good, the true person I love? I didnt want to do the same thing to Jordan. I had allready hurt some one this year, and even if it is the person I love, I dont want to hurt another. On the 28th, the first day back from thanksgiving Vacation, it snowed.

DECEMBER
The pearl harbor memorial and the same day the winter arts festival. I had to rent my own victorian dress for the play because Ms. Clemmons didnt find me one. I went to see RENT with "mystery man" Jordan and Kelsey. Im now obsessed. Opened Christmas presens on boxing day. Went to Hawaii. Took a submirene ride 120 Ft below the surface. I had some one come up to me and say "Your worth a million," and handed me a fake 1,000,000 dollor bill.

If I forgot some things of lacked detail please tell me your comments in a *comment.* I know I left out a few things. Like why Ally is my Marshmellow Queen. And the fact that some one passed out at the harvest festival. My Sephora eyeliner aswell.

This isnt quite done yet...I want to add some pictures. I will when I get home to my OWN computer. Tooodles.