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Last Updated: 11/19/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 24
Sign: Leo

City: pawleys island
State: South Carolina
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/1/2005

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Mike (1)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 

Current mood:motivated
Yes..I actually have an Assignment..given to me by my admissions counslor at Full Sail. I have to write about the process and what I have to do to go to Full Sail and email him the same info..not only that I also have to put post it notes all over my apartment telling me different things I should do today, things I need to do to make going to this school a reality, then I have to take pictures and email him all that. This is an effort to irradicate my procrastination that I let run my life. It has been the cause of not going to school for 5 years so if I don't change my habits I'm never going to get to the place I wanna be!
               I understand this is a long road ahead, but I'm welling to go the distance! One issue thats screwed my chances is finding the money to go. Yes I know, this has been my biggest excuse and I refuse to use it ever again! So in order for me to go I have to get the money anyway I know how. So I've started to fill out a lot..I mean..A LOT of paperwork for finacial aid and scholarships.....thats work in itself....thats the hardest for me I think. I hate doin paper work so thats when my whole procrastination issue comes to play. My counslor also informed me that if I have to resort to loans then for me to be approved without a co-signer ( which it will have to be without one b/c i don't have anybody that can or will do that for me) my credit score must be at least a 700...that would have been fine last year but unfortuntly things have come to be that has screwed my score..so the 2nd thing I have to work on is getting it back up to what it was before! Easier said than done! So far tho at an emotional stand point I'm tring to keep my momentum going. Its easy to get discourge when you start to realize the amount of obstacles standing in your way. Its easy when you have someone helping you , but when you have rent, utilities, water, gas, credit cards, car loans, cel phone bill, storage unit bill and a hospital bill its hard to stay positive that somehow you will get the money. I want to go so badly! This college can help me turn my dream into a reality.....my big dream i've had since i was 7! So I have to stay focused and say FUCK IT...I'm doing it no matter!
              So thats what I have so far. I have to post this like every freakin week so lets see what I've doing a week from now!
7:11 PM
 
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♫*TiNa *♫
Tina Rich

 
wow, very interseting! i am sooo pulling for you and i hope everything finally starts to fall into place. you should definitely be able to get some kind of monies out there to help you tho surely. if you really have your mind set to it now, i know it will happen for you! dont you give up easily either! holler at me sometime, even if you just wanna vent!! ive got my fingers crossed for you!

 
Posted by ♫*TiNa *♫ on Thursday, May 21, 2009 - 11:30 AM
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Mike

 
I'm glad you've finally got everything in perspective.  Stay the course.  If you're ever need someone to talk to about it, or just a verbal shoe in the arse to keep you on track, you know who to call.  It's going to be difficult, but don't psyche yourself out.  It's yours if you really want it.  Miss you already.

 
Posted by Mike on Friday, May 22, 2009 - 7:50 AM
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