To all who read this, please take kind to my words and hear and feel what I felt. I am only a man with needs to be loved and appreciated and respected and I thought I had that. I think all my friends who know this story will probably think I talk way to much about her but I will feel better if I said everything just one more time. While in school, I wasn't the best looking person in school, but I definately had the biggest heart and endiring personality. One day she was there. She was the absolution of everything wonderful. I admired her and treasured the ground she walked on without even knowing who she was. Then I knew. I will write this without the mention of her name but those who know and those who wish to know let me know. She started to enter my world by dating my best friend and she was a great girlfriend for him at the time. I say that now cause he has found the best girlfriend he has ever had and they are perfect for each other. You know who you are. One day karma swooped her away like a thief in the night and she was gone. Home troubles and misguidings forced her to leave and sleep with the enemy..for those who dont know...that enemy is Greenville High School...She left us and went there but not by her own accord. Forced out of her home and into foster care. I didn't see her again until Hallowen, my new favorite holiday. She was there a fancy as ever glowed with attitude and grace. She was beautiful, so beautiful that if I touched her she would fade away like a memory. But the memory was to sweet to let go. The night together passed smoothely because she was there with me escaping the world for only a short time. When she left, I broke down into a place I've never been before...sorrow. I missed her because it was at that moment I knew I loved her. But luck behold she called me and explained that my feelings were reciprocated. She loved me too and promised to me that we would be togther when hell was over, but for her it never ended. Running away from one place to another, escaping her reality behind the prison of her fate. She ended up in Florida but no matter where she was, I was always there with her...just one phone call away. Then the phone calls stopped and I worried for her safety. Evanescence was the closest thing I had to being with her cause it gave me a chance to fade into the song and almost feel her next to me. That band did the trick cause it was her favorite at the time and she also reminded me of Amy Lee. By now some of you are feeling remorse for me or her or the situation and some of you are questioning the whole thing about how could I love her or she me when we never dated. I don't know how to explain it but I did. One day, I finally got contact from her and my life was alive again. So on a whim and about $100, my two buddies and I set off to get her but to no avail...dead end. It made one hell of a trip but not with the ultimate satisfying result. This event took place on her 18th birthday..almost as my gift to her..freedom. A little over a week later we tried again but with different person and different direction and actually came up with the prize...and there she was. Butterflies built up but I kept going strong. Being able to touch her after so long was the greatest achievement of my life. Life was good again but that feeling was short lived. After bringing her back to Greenville, I thought things would go as we planned but she changed. She was no longer the girl I fell in love with. For weeks she went out with an asshole, kissed my best friend and turned into a new person. But after all that my feelings were still there longing to be loved. But it didn't happen. Instead I got a warning. She didn't want my feelings or my love or anything of that nature sinking me to a place I've never been before, I felt as low as the ground she walked on. The days passed slowly and the nights even slower. Going through asshole after asshole. And after every one, she would promise me that she would be with me one day and I still say yes, allthough I'm holding on to false hope. Her boyfriends cheated on her, threw stuff at her, threatned her, and messed her up emotionally but somehow she had the strength to get up off her knees and change her life everytime and I keep fading away. Everytime I spend time with her, the world stops only to give us that time togther. As of now she is fixing her life and working things out. But for me, I have already fixed it and I moved on or so I thought. She keeps entering my mind from time to time and every time I still love her more and more. This girl had made me happy, sad, to the verge of tears and the brink of death. Suicide did cross my mind but she wasn't worth dying over. I would die for her but not over her. I guess thats the end of my story. Pass this to whoever you like and let me know your thoughts.

But I end with one last thought.

To her, the end and beginning of my life, you will now and forever will always be a great influence in my life, a friend in time of need, and my partner in our Nightwish game, but no matter what ways you are in my life know this.....

I love you no matter what forever and ever....And I will love you till the day I die.

All mistakes are accidental and you should get the story even I misspeled something or forgotten a word.

Thank you for listening and goodbye.