"The Inside of Me"
Look inside of me, its something you can shy away from
My past can no longer spare me from this shame
Pain is the only answer to these problems that I will never get through
Too much to handle, it's all wearing on me too thin
I will never understand the truth, so I'm better off not knowing
Standing here, I pretend that I can shield these people from the anger I feel
These feelings constantly evoke oblivion, and the wasted here and now
Destroying lives, my aspirations to do right are off the track of time
It was here for too long, and now I must pay the price
You won't find me anymore, you don't believe but I've broken away
Nothing ever goes away, this war keeps me feeding it's brutal battles
Anguished and broken, I've lost touch with reality, with grace
Created by ignorance, it's lights out, game over, I will move on again
I can't forget that my conscience is dripped in betrayal, covered in vengeance
Strained by time alone, no one can see that something is after me
Etching out my stitches, only bittersweet memories can stop the obscurity
Insecurity, nothing makes me happy, but everything makes so much sense
I fight to hide the numb sensation on my tongue, this violent side to me
Hates me, hurts me, tells me I'm no good, leaves me left for dead
Confused by everyone around me, I realize I can no longer give off strength
Frozen by fear, they live without forgivemess, swallowing their pride
Can anyone believe, do they see into my dreams
Devastated or frustrated, it's one or the other
Disappointed by uncontrolled chaos, the wreckoning rises up from the ashes
Streets set a blaze all through the midnight hour, I can no longer breathe this air
It makes me sick to see the building burn like this, what happened to judgement
In accordance with my crimes, they won't decide, so they drown out the sound
Silence in the wake of horror, no one knows what to believe
A new day may come, but with it comes more problems, we just can't win
I've given in to my fate as the demon inside of each and every one of you