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	t*marie	I wanted to quote that same line. how awesome.   Posted by t*marie on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:51 AM [Reply to this]

	perdu l'espoir Ben Jamin	btw phil.. nobody says "sickly" anymore :p   Posted by perdu l'espoir on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:31 AM [Reply to this]

	klaxons are kunts Eber Peña	I do. A lot of people I know to do too actually. SICKLY SICKLY SICKLY.   Posted by klaxons are kunts on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 3:24 AM [Reply to this]

	Evie	Uh.. I say sickly. Its a good adjective.   Posted by Evie on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 2:34 AM [Reply to this]

	t*marie	ummm I say "sickly"   Posted by t*marie on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:50 AM [Reply to this]

	Ashley✌	:( this is sad because your birthday was 2 days ago. cheer up1   Posted by Ashley✌ on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:27 AM [Reply to this]

	Bl☆ke Blake Buono	join the club.. i hope yooh get better just know: whhat doesnt kill yooh, only makes yooh stronger :] lovelovelove, blake :]   Posted by Bl☆ke on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:29 AM [Reply to this]

	|< /\ '/ s | E	unless your paralyzed.... doesn't really make you stronger, just a vegetable.   Posted by |< /\ '/ s | E on Tuesday, January 06, 2009 - 9:34 PM [Reply to this]

	Bl☆ke Blake Buono	join the club.. i hope yooh get better just know: whhat doesnt kill yooh, only makes yooh stronger :] lovelovelove, blake :]   Posted by Bl☆ke on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:29 AM [Reply to this]

	Stephanie Michele ♥ Stephanie Myers	"I've been completely rocked emotionally." ^it sucks when that happens from your family. that is the story of my life.   Posted by Stephanie Michele ♥ on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:29 AM [Reply to this]

	Step 12: get into UTSA :) Raul Loredo	Weird feelings?   Posted by Step 12: get into UTSA :) on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:29 AM [Reply to this]

	perdu l'espoir Ben Jamin	Shhhh..   Posted by perdu l'espoir on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:30 AM [Reply to this]

	perdu l'espoir Ben Jamin	eh.. probably just the holidays ;) don't worry phil, things will get better   Posted by perdu l'espoir on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:29 AM [Reply to this]

	Chav	Dude.... me too. I'm hurting inside right now, and it sucks. And I know its just a stupid chemical imbalance in my hormones and there's a simple scientific explanation for it and I'll look back on it and wonder why I took it so personal and let it effect me so much, but it still feels horrible. It also, however, proves I'm alive and is like you said, one of the strongest feelings I've ever had. Hang in there... so will I.   Posted by Chav on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:29 AM [Reply to this]

	Alyssa//Ohsnapitsalyssa	That was very deep Phil. <3   Posted by Alyssa//Ohsnapitsalyssa on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:29 AM [Reply to this]

	buttercup. Jayme Hart	everybody goes through this, phil. life isn't all sugar coated because if it was, nothing would be worth while and we would take everything for granted. so, although you're upset now, just know that all this will pass in time and your good deeds will not go unseen. :]   Posted by buttercup. on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:30 AM [Reply to this]

	Marina	I can relate. But cheer up fool. Were both momentarily depressed, sick, and directionless lately, but you have a widely successful internet "show" that supports you financially and emotionally (attention) while I am just a poor (literally) kid who's considering dropping out in order to find something of substance away from home. <3 Marina   Posted by Marina on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:30 AM [Reply to this]

	Marina	also..its like my friend told me yesterday as i was venting..Its not the first and its not the worst. Feel me?   Posted by Marina on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:32 AM [Reply to this]

	rose marie!™	oddly enough, i've been experiencing similar feelings. here's some quotes that are kinda intriguing to my mind, thought i'd share :) "The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it alive." -Robert Heinlein "Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out." -Anton Chekhov keep your head up, philly.   Posted by rose marie!™ on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:32 AM [Reply to this]

	Lui[♥]	I've always been a big believer in Karma... thought at times, I have forgotten & yes, have done bad things in life... But yes, karma always comes around to even out... I have been through so much this past year, I think I have evened out just about everything... So yea.. Phil I totally relate to this post. I understand. All I can say is that you need to keep on holding on and it'll pass. You may feel indifferent and weird but itz totally normal =]] Stay awesome<3   Posted by Lui[♥] on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:33 AM [Reply to this]

	dr samontha	those are really good quotes!   Posted by dr samontha on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:39 AM [Reply to this]

	Tran, P. [NGM] Peter Tran	Get better or youll make everyone emo :(   Posted by Tran, P. [NGM] on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:33 AM [Reply to this]

	ǝɔuɐɥɔ Chance Wilson	i dont believe in karma either but that is some pretty wack coincidences. i hope everything gets better for ya phil. your my hero = ]   Posted by ǝɔuɐɥɔ on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:34 AM [Reply to this]

	its brittany bitch	I couldn't think of anything but this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95P1P6t9dAw hope it puts a smile on your face! try to have a better week, phil!   Posted by its brittany bitch on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:35 AM [Reply to this]

	Aaron Aaron Cocklin	what you reap is what you sow. I'm a firm believer in that. What your going through is a bad month, trust me I've been through it as well..   Posted by Aaron on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:35 AM [Reply to this]

	Judy	Funny that u speak of karma because i just posted a karma blog Ive been through lots and lots of things and that day i just had to say it outloud anyway if u have 5 min to spare it would mean alot for u to comment my blog... Keep ur head up U have alot going for u! ~_~ judy   Posted by Judy on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:37 AM [Reply to this]

	will Kyle Hyde	I know what you mean. Sometimes those feelings hurt, real bad. But sometimes they feel good. It'll all turn out ok. It will balance out in the end. Just gotta make it through this.   Posted by will on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:38 AM [Reply to this]

	bri[fucking]anna	Everyone goes through the hardest times. When it rains it pours. But everything happens for a reason, and at one point everything that happened is exactly what you wanted 'cause in the end it gets you to where you want to be.   Posted by bri[fucking]anna on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:39 AM [Reply to this]

	bri[fucking]anna	Everyone goes through the hardest times. When it rains it pours. But everything happens for a reason, and at one point everything that happened is exactly what you wanted 'cause in the end it gets you to where you want to be.   Posted by bri[fucking]anna on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:39 AM [Reply to this]

	Staci	dood it happens life is shit but there are those days where everything bad that has happened just melts away and you feel ten times better "lifes a rollarcoster just put up your hands and enjoy the ride dood" ~Mad Love Staci   Posted by Staci on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:41 AM [Reply to this]

	Julie Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ	I don't know much about Karma, God, or how how anything really works, but I know it is good to believe in something. I believe in being a good person - I know that might sound like a complete bullshit belief, but it works for me. I also do notice little karma-like patterns.. Only mine occur within seconds of doing something mean. The other day I told my sister she chewed her gum like a cow and I banged my arm on the counter walking away -- little things like that. I'm glad you are doing charity and taking notice of small enjoyments - be it the thankful faces of the less fortunate or your own personal satisfaction, good for you! Feelings of anger, indifference, and insecurity will be there for the rest of your life, that's just something you need to learn how to cope with But we (your most loyal fans) have your back. Take it easy, Philly Dee Everybody loves you. :)   Posted by Julie Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:41 AM [Reply to this]

	dr samontha	everyone says just cheer up, this too shall pass, but it's so much easier said than done. i'm a big believer in karma, but as much good as you're trying to do with your family and charity, i can't imagine karma would chose now to try to knock you down hope you start to feel better soon!   Posted by dr samontha on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:42 AM [Reply to this]

	Austin	I would hug you. But that would be gay. So, how bout a beer?   Posted by Austin on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:43 AM [Reply to this]

	Kellynch :)	Aw Phil. That's life. The only thing you can do is put on your big boy pants and go with the flow. As corny as it sounds the sun will come out tomorrow. Things will start to look up. You can't be sick forever. Eventually you die! :)   Posted by Kellynch :) on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:45 AM [Reply to this]

	John John Vogrin	Everbody's sayin' "Hang in there, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!" Ever think sometimes you need to just go through something like this and just let it happen? Yeah, it's not the greatest thing in the world but let it play out.   Posted by John on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:46 AM [Reply to this]

	Kaiala	We both need hugs, mister DeFranco. Long, sincere, warm hugs... that may influence both of us to <i>happy</i> potent feelings... not this pain...   Posted by Kaiala on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:53 AM [Reply to this]

	♥ MAC GEEZ E ♥	Karma is the ultimate truth. What you put out, always comes back to get you some way or another. I wish you were not made to feel insecure by anybody especislly by the ones you care for. Your an awesome guy and anybody that knows the real you should be blessed. Love,Peace,&happiness   Posted by ♥ MAC GEEZ E ♥ on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:53 AM [Reply to this]

	Scherme[[BMS]]	And even after all this...we are always still so hopeful. Such is the curse of leading a charmed life - the lows seem that much lower, eh? But it's almost a satisfying taste of reality - a brief glance into how bad it could REALLY be. Because it could always be worse. You'll feel well enough to cheer up in a bit. It's hard to think positively when you feel like shit! ;]   Posted by Scherme[[BMS]] on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:57 AM [Reply to this]

	Jenn-o-cide	I think the truth of it all has less to do about karma and more to do with the fact that the world just sucks sometimes. I mean, when shit goes wrong in your life, murphy's law - shit will pile up at one point in time. Its like Ive noticed people close to me die around the same time, or bad shit in general just seems to plop one massive disturbing and steamy shit in your lap at a time. ok, that was graphic. There is a reason for everything. I say just hang in there, take Airborne, Emergen-C and all that other nasty shit. Write down how you feel right now so you can keep it forever when its long gone. And keep rockin and rollin. You have a gift, keep sharing it.   Posted by Jenn-o-cide on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 12:58 AM [Reply to this]

	Hells Fury Lea Slayer	I can so relate to that! Life is hard, so just think of jell-o and bounce through it! Everything tends to work out**   Posted by Hells Fury on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:02 AM [Reply to this]

	D@n Dan Markham	Who hurt you Phil? lets get em   Posted by D@n on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:02 AM [Reply to this]

	T Sca Golden T Scauzillo Golden	This is good introspection, Phil. Welcome to your mid twenties. The twenties are definitely filled with dramatic ups and downs. You'll experience your greatest bliss and your lowest low much more deeply then in the teens, at least that was the case for me. Now that I'm 30, I don't know if it is much different, but from what has been shared with me, the 20s is the biggest ride and you seem to have an outstanding perspective to handle it successfully. Reminds me of Bill Hicks: What is the point to Life: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q95kX_EP2Nk&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhPG7ZHaAeA&feature=related Best of luck and happy holidays.   Posted by T Sca Golden on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:03 AM [Reply to this]

	karebear Karen Thomas	I have felt the same since I started college last semester. All my life I've considered myself pretty smart and emotionally strong. But this has rocked my world. Back in September, I was like... wow.. no friends, failed all my tests, everyone is better than me now... I suck... I'm still not doing too hot in my classes but I've met a few people and realized that other people are going through so much more than me. Hell I even made it through middle school when my mom died. It wasn't pretty, but I passed, grew up, and moved along. If I made it through that I know I can do it now. Maybe even come out stronger. I know you said the world is neutral. up and downs? I don't really think they cancel each other out. Its the downs that make us learn and make us stronger but the ups that are what make life livable. The ultimate test to see whether you made the beginning to end, the life to death worth it. kinda a long, deep rant for a myspace blog comment haha... that you will probably never read... but I guess it still feels good to do so.   Posted by karebear on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:04 AM [Reply to this]

	[d3xy d4nger!] ツ	Things will get better. Hang in there, Phil. Remember we love ya, shit happens, and you're awesome. lol   Posted by [d3xy d4nger!] ツ on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:12 AM [Reply to this]

	KerriGale. Kerri Hardman	this is why my url is ending is beginning i am sorry that karma has been a bitch Phil. :/ -KerriGale   Posted by KerriGale. on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:13 AM [Reply to this]

	X Tornado Jeanette Raeanna Fox	I hope things end up being okay...   Posted by X Tornado on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:16 AM [Reply to this]

	.BritterB.	I think everybody comes to this conclusion at one point or another. In the end you just have to turn around and see that as "blah" as the world may be, and however rough things have been we still have hope and optimism. I was told the greek Pandora's Box story the other day by a friend. When she released all the evils of the world there was one thing left in the box, hope. Hang in there Phil, the world is changing and so are you. But if we're all moving forward or falling back together then there's no reason to feel alone. ILY have a great day :] Brittany   Posted by .BritterB. on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:30 AM [Reply to this]

	.BritterB.	I think everybody comes to this conclusion at one point or another. In the end you just have to turn around and see that as "blah" as the world may be, and however rough things have been we still have hope and optimism. I was told the greek Pandora's Box story the other day by a friend. When she released all the evils of the world there was one thing left in the box, hope. Hang in there Phil, the world is changing and so are you. But if we're all moving forward or falling back together then there's no reason to feel alone. ILY have a great day :] Brittany   Posted by .BritterB. on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:31 AM [Reply to this]

	LEGION-CATHARSIS	I love the things you write and say on YouTube because they always make me think and solve my own problems or whatever I'm dealing with. Thank You, Phil. -Sheri   Posted by LEGION-CATHARSIS on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:41 AM [Reply to this]

	Eric	Wow Im going through the exact same thing, I think it is karma. I knew it would catch up with me. Hang in there bud.   Posted by Eric on Thursday, December 04, 2008 - 1:42 AM [Reply to this]

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