"I, I always thought that I knew
I'd always have the right to
Be living in the kingdom of the good and true
And so on, but now I think I was wrong
And you were laughing along
And now I look a fool for thinking you were on my side

Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?

Sometimes, it's hard to know where I stand
It's hard to know what I am
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm
Stranded in the wrong time
Where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme"

Why can't things ever fall into place for me? I feel like my whole life consists of believing there is good in this world, getting my hopes raised, and then watching them get shattered. And the vicious cycle of me becoming embittered by society and embittered by the constant let down continues. Everyone else makes it look so incredibly easy. They make it look effortless and furthermore, give no indications that it is otherwise.