OMG guys! what a crazy week. Feels like a hurricane in my life. As you can see my son decided he wanted to be born 5 wks early!! I woke up with Angelica like every other Monday at 8am and brought her downstairs to make breakfast and my stomach was killing me. Me not thinking that this guy was coming, I thought i had to use the bathroom! lol... ewww i know, but thats what i thought. Thank God my husband was home btw. So, im telling him,ughh my stomach is killing me its weird. so, hes like alright go lay down and drink some water. maybe youre dehydrated like last time! (dont think i told u guys i was in the hospital at 26 wks with contractions but i just needed 3 bags of iv fluids and i was ok. I was dehydrated) Anyway i go upstairs and now the pain is bringing me to tears and im like ok. Let me call my mom in law and tell her to be ready cuz i might need her to come and stay with Angelica. So I call and shes like call your Dr. so, I do and she(my Dr.) says go to the hospital! so, now im shitting a brick! Im like no! this cant be! Im gonna feel like such a loser if i get there and they tell me i just need to poop or something! lmao. So, I take a shower thinking it will help. Now I realize its contractions cuz they have been coming every 5 min. I run down to marc and say lets go. I think hes coming!! Hes like no hes not! youre dehydrated! laydown and drink water!! lmao.. Im like NO! seriously! stop telling me to lie down and drink fucking water you idiot!! its more than that. So my mom in law gets here and im holding on to the counter in tears and shes like i'll call 911! lmao... im like no! im ok. just gotta get 2 the hospital. Marc still thinks nothing is happening but im not so sure. So we get in the car and now its every 3 min and i can feel the baby pushing down my pelvis and im like oh shit!!! Marc!! hes coming!!! hes like no hes not! its too early! just calm down. so, you can imagine a 40 min car ride with me screaming and crying in pain every 3 min. we FINALLY get to the hospital and im in the front holding on to a parking pole and crying! a nurse is out on her break and shes like OMG i'll get a wheel chair. Im like Marc go park and i'll meet you up there! so i get to labor and delivery and the dr checks me and shes like oh! youre 8cm youre gonna have a baby in about 30 min. Im like what??? now im hysterical and Marc comes in the room and now he believes me lol. bastard! so im like ok can i have my epidural? the dr says ok let me see. So they bring me in the pushing room, as i like to call it and my parents get there. Thank God my mom made it!! so now my Dr gets there and im like HI Dr!!! :-) (sooo happy 2 see her) is my epidural coming? shes like no Suzanne. In her British accent! you dont have time! youre ready to push! so i start crying again looking at Marc and my mom and im like in shock. Im crying. No i cant do this. It hurts. no way. im crying cuz now its hitting me that this baby is too early and he might not be ok when hes born and then im crying because nothing is ready! his furniture is ordered and scheduled for September and his room isnt painted and his clothes arent washed and all this crap is in my head. So now the contractions are no joke and they want me to push! there are 3 nurses and my Dr and mom and Marc all trying to cheer me on as im screaming and crying like the crazy ladies that you see on TV and the movies. I wanted 2 tell everyone to shut the fuck up! lol really! I know i needed to focus and calm down and i did when i was ready.I closed my eyes and said to myself I can do this and I did! Of course on top of everything. Marc Anthony was born face down not face up like he should have been so that made my job more difficult. The dr said that if he would have been ontime, i would have needed a C section cuz you cant push out a big baby like that! so yeah! OMG. anyway i pushed and screamed and cried for about 40 min and my baby was born at 12:40 pm a healthy 5lbs 10oz. Imagine i would have went on time? he would have been close to 9lbs!!!! he was doing great! but after about 1 hr they saw he had some trouble breathing which is to be expected because he was so early. It was so hard because i had to see him in the nic u hooked up 2 all kinds of stuff. To make a long story a lil shorter lol.... hes still in the hospital. He should be coming home tomorrow thank God. My guy just needed a lil time to get those lungs working without any help. Angelica is 22 months so she has no idea what pregnant was and what a baby brother is so, im not anticipating on her being crazy or jealous. I think shes too young really, to be phased by it. so thank you 4 all of your comments and well wishes. I cant wait to bring my "Chicken Man" home and get into the swing of things! I feel great! its much better afterwards pushing out a 5 pounder than an almost 8lb Angelica lmao. It was a horrible delivery cuz i felt the pain with Marc but I really recovered MUCH faster with baby Marc and im ready to rock and roll!. OMG I have 2 kids!!! lmao im still in shock people! its sick! now i have Angelicas 2nd bday to plan for october and Marc Anthonys christening soon after... busy busy busy! oh!! BTW I pushed so hard that i broke every blood vessel in my face eyes neck and chest! Yes! I was looking quite sexy! the face vessels were gone in about 3 days but my eyes!! OMG Marc keeps calling me "Demon" and my mom calls me "Alien" lmao the whites of my eyes are blood red and none of the Dr.s can tell me when it will go away! WTF??? its so bad! I look soooo creepy. too bad its not closer to halloween! anyway thats that! im going to sleep in hopes that when i call the hospital tomorrow, they say come pick up your son! wish us luck! xoxoxoxox