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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Gemini

City: TERRA BELLA
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/5/2005
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 

Current mood:  annoyed
Grandma, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. She didn't move, just sat with her head down staring at her hands.
When I sat down beside her she didn't acknowledge my presence and the longer I sat I wondered if she was OK. Finally, not really wanting disturb her but wanting to check on her at the same time, I asked her if she was OK. She raised her head and looked at me
and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking," she said in a clear strong voice.
"I didn't mean to disturb you, grandma, but you were
just sitting here staring at your hands and I wanted
to make sure you were OK," I explained to her.
"Have you ever looked at your hands," she asked. "I
mean really looked at your hands?"
I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them.
I turned them over, palms up and then palms down. No, I guess I had never really looked at my hands as
I tried to figure out the point she was making.
Grandma smiled and related this story:
"Stop and think for a moment about the hands you
have, how they have served you well throughout your years. These hands, though wrinkled, shriveled and weak have been the tools I have used all my life to
reach out and grab and embrace life.
"They braced and caught my fall when as a toddler I
crashed upon the floor.
They put food in my mouth and clothes on my back.
As a child my mother taught me to fold them in prayer.
They tied my shoes and pulled on my boots.
They held my husband and wiped my tears when he
went off to war.
"They have been dirty, scraped and raw, swollen and
bent.
They were uneasy and clumsy when I tried to hold my
newborn son.
Decorated with my wedding band they showed the
world that I was
married and loved someone special.
They wrote my letters to him and trembled and shook
when I buried my parents and spouse.
"They have held my children and grandchildren, consoled
neighbors, and shook in fits of anger when I didn't
understand.
"They have covered my face, combed my hair, and washed
and cleansed the rest of my body.
They have been sticky and wet, bent and broken, dried
and raw. And to this day when not much of anything else of me works real well these hands hold me up, lay me down,

and again continue to fold in prayer.
"These hands are the mark of where I've been and the
ruggedness of life.
But more importantly it will be these hands that God
will reach out and take when he leads me home. And with my hands He will lift me to His side and there I
will use these hands to touch the face of Christ."
I will never look at my hands the same again.
But I remember God reached out and took my grandma's
hands and led her home.
When my hands are hurt or sore or when I stroke the
face of my children and husband I think of grandma. I know she has been stroked and caressed and held by the

hands of God.
I, too, want to touch the face of God and feel His hands
upon my face.
When you receive this, say a prayer for the person who


sent it to you and watch God's answer to prayer work in

your life.
Let's continue praying for one another.
Passing this on to anyone you consider a friend will bless


you both.

Passing this on to one not yet considered a friend is

something Christ would do.