So for once I am not going to be bitching on how much my life sucks....coz guess what it doesnt.
2009 will be my year, i can feel it. I cant remember the last time i was this happy.
Why am I happy you might be asking, well there are alot of reasons...
Well first, I am feeling healthy, and looking great, not to be vain or anything but i look the best ever in my life. I love the way i look nowadays, I am happy with my weight and everything. I'll say it... im kinda a hottie now. lol
Plus, i have been "sober" for about 4 months now, granted I still drink but i ONLY drink, but not as much as i used too, barely ever to be honest. Thats could be i have no time to go out but that ok coz I finally have the confidence to do what i love the most and that is singing. I am in a band, so i am on my way to being a rockstar. fuck that, I AM a ROCKSTAR!! LOL and on top of that i am working full time making me good money which has brought me to the point where i can FINALLY take care of myself.
I pay my own rent always on time. I am purchasing a new car, well new to me and I am being a big girl and actually insuring, registering it and everything in MY NAME. I am so excited.
This is all possible because I have a good job that I want to keep and I am making enough to buy the things I need and still be able to save money. Thats right I am actually saving money.
go me. lol.
Plus, even the whole boy situation is looking pretty good, dont wanna jinx anything or say too much but if everything is the way it seems to be going I amVERY happy about that.
hehe, yeah, so I plan on keeping this up coz like i said I have never been happier in my life. and i dont wanna do anything that will screw this up. I made enough mistakes in my life and I learned alot lessons.
Erin Daly is now an adult.
I know I am still young and I know i have alot more to learn, but im def. not a kid anymore.
Thank god, lol.