It has been a while since ive made a blog
agian lots has changed
I graduated school
yea 3 years went that quick
i had a design job lost it and found another 1
tried different experiences
lost in touch with a few people, still kept a few, meet alot of new people
Still thinking differently
living in a dreamworld
but i guess onward with why i am writing this blog

maybe around junior year when i first went to the north side with friends i thought it was a awesome place to live, different people, different place, different feel.Nowhere specific on the north side. just not here on the south side. not to say i hate where im from. Just for these 21 years being on the southside, feeling not welcomed,feeling not belonged,feeling different.
I have made great friends being on the south side.
but i need a change
I feel so grateful that i was given an artist mind,or maybe devolved it through the years either way.
if i did move, i think i would be welcomed by others that share my opinion on issues, share similar interest, and live a lifestyle that ive been thinking and dreaming about for that past 5 years.

I always thought staying at a your or a friend apartment
chilling with them, doing art, listening to music, while smoking cannabis out a pipe
100% creativity happening with 100% good vibes going around!
and going to local cafe or restaurant and eating something i never had before, or have the same meal i allways have.

the only way i can see this happening is putting 100% into my internship with pashii
she will teach me so much,living a artist lifestyle i always wanted.

Im tired of being the dreamer in a place where dreams are shot

-tim