you want to contain me
but you can't control me
the lessons i've learned
the shit you've reaped upon me

you were never there
you were a puppet between her thighs
you abandoned me...

so i sewed their veins of lust
into my weakened skin
wanting them to know
the kind of sin i am living in

i'm always running...

you take this knife
and drive it way deep down into my heart
i scratched your soul
you fucking tore mine apart

my mouths an open book
you found a pleasure to read
you sowed my garden of lust
just to plant the seed

you ripped my heart from my chest
just to watch it bleed
i fucking hate you...for fucking me

is this the thanks that i get?
for helping you see
that you don't need her, want her
you fucking need me

but now i am lost
so play this game with me
bury your eyes and count to ninety-three
i'm lost,
come and find me

fauxface 2009