26 deep questions that will really tell you something about me...

1. What is more difficult for you: looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:
Looking into someones eyes when I am telling them how I feel. I have a hard time expressing myself emotionally when you're looking right at me.. I can do it if the lights are off. I hate the idea of you judging me before I'm even done saying what I want to say.. and we can't help doing that, it's human nature.


2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?:
Mom + Dad + Drama + Ignorance = Angry Moment. Enough Said.


3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call?
My Mom.. cause I think she's the only person who would not be able to handle it otherwise; or handle the idea of me calling someone else.


4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I would tell everyone close to me so that way if they had any regrets or anything to say to me, they could say it and not wish they had when it would be too late. I think that would be horrible for someone to have hang over them forever.


5. You can have one of the following two things: Love or Trust. Which do you choose? Why?
I'd probably choose trust. From trust, love can form but without trust you have nothing. You can trust someone and not love them.. like the police. But can you love someone you don't trust? It's pretty hard to.


6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
OMG Yes. I love animals, especially dogs. I'd jump in after him. Just don't bite me doggy, k?


7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
First of all, I would never be unfaithful. I would never do that. It's just a ridiculous concept all together. But if this had happened, I would tell him.. only because if I didn't I know it would change everything and it would come out later and cause so much grief to us both. Besides, the least I could do is be honest about it.


8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
I don't know. This is one of those situations where no matter what you say, it'll change the friendship forever. If I have the same feelings then we'd do something about it. If not, I'd like to think that we would talk and talk and talk and somehow we'd make our friendship work. I can't help how they feel but I can assure them that they mean so much to me and will love them forever in my own special way.. even if its not the way he wants.


9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
Absolutely. My grandmom was amazing.. no doubt about it.


10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I think so. People have this misconception about me that I'm a bitch and stuck up and whatnot and they don't even know me. I guess it's the way I carry myself, who knows. But I'm not like that and once I got to know me, I think I would like me.


11. Does love = sex?
Yes.. for me anyway. I would never have sex with someone I didn't love completely and if I loved someone completely I'd marry them.. therefore marriage = sex. lol


12. You have been hanging out with this one person for a while and are not sure exactly how they feel about you. Do you put your heart on the line and tell them how you feel with the possibility that they might not feel the same way and change everything?
If I felt it was the right time to get my feelings out in the open, I'd do it.


13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
All the time.. and its private what was said.


14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
That I don't love them back.. I think.


15. What do you think would be/was the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
I've become really.. independent lately. I want to travel and live on my own and finally do the grow up thing and everyone makes me feel guilty about it, which is wrong, but they all do it. I know it comes from a good place, inregards to how it'll effect my mom, and I guess that's the hardest thing for me to give up.. living here.


16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?
I tell James I love him everyday at work. He's my "bestfriend" hehe.


17. How would you feel if the person who posted this before you told you that they liked you? What would your reaction be? Would you choose to go on a date and see where it leads, or would you tell them you'd rather just be friends?
It would be weird considering he likes boys?! lmfao.


18. Imagine it is a dark night and you are alone. It is raining outside and you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you wish was there with you?
Kevin. :)


19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
Yes. If he had money it would not make his life worth more.


20. If you had a choice between moving to a city where there was absolutely nothing for you but the guy/girl you were with (or want to be with), or moving to a city where you had everything you wanted in life, minus him/her, which would you choose?
lol @ this being my current situation. I DON'T KNOW!!!


21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn, that you don't know, as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?
Probably the newborn.. only because if it came to that my grandmom would tell me to and that would be enough for me. And then that baby better grow up to cure AIDS or something lol


22. Are you old fashioned?
Very much so.


23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
I'm always nice. I'm the least greedy person and that's why I'm always broke. *kicks Jon*


24. Which would you choose: true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
This is lame because if it's true love then they wouldn't break your heart.


25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
For my mom to be healthy again and to just be able to figure things out.


26. If you and your spouse found out that there is a possibility of death during child labor but there is still a possibilty that both the mother and baby would survive what would you decide to do?
Have the baby. But I would take all the precautions. I'd also adopt sometime before giving birth.