its been a while since my last post (nothing unsual)
why am i posting now?
i kicked my WoW habit. or so i plan to do for a while.
(if you didnt know all my free time was basically spent playing wow)
i dont really call it a waste of time, cuz i really had nothing else to do when i played (middle of the night usually) but still.
i hate leveling, so here i am! writing about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

sometimes i ask myself why you people read this lol
i guess trying to figure out what exactly goes on in my head could be a reason.
many try, and all fail O.o
not even i know what the heck i think about most of the time. i tend to dwell on ideas and analyze the crap out of them...so what do i do instead?
put on my earphones, crank it up, and analyze music instead (while enjoying it of course)
listening to music, tends to make me stop thinking :D (not sure if that is a good thing, but i think of nothing but the music during those times, so yeah)

anywayyyyss. so this week i started to finally pick up my guitar again. cant say im rusty, cuz im really not, i just know i have a long way to go to be insanely good like i wanna be.
im getting old. im 21, i still have no clue what i want to do exactly.
well actually i do, but i need to work hard at it.
once i achieve it though, im not sure how exactly i'll make it work.

i remember being like 5 and wanting a guitar. didnt get one till i was uh...14? 15? i forget....but music has basically been my life since for almost 12 years now.
i cant say ive worked my ass off at it, because i havent, to be totally honest.
its one of the few things im naturally gifted at....too bad video games cant help me make a living :P ...well then again, neither can music D:

so from the look of things, im destined to be poor the rest of my life if i decide to stick with music.
im not an ambitious person. i dont care much for money (but when i do have it i spend it almost right away, and tend to splurge on people too)

sooo yeah...life this year has been pretty good.
i think there was only one unpleasant even this year, which is way odd, cuz my life is always sorrounded by drama x2342342342.
so, so far i cant really complain.
i have good friends, good family, good umm...a good puppy!
i love my dog...he's cute as hell. like seriously. cutest dog evaaarr.

hmm, back to the friends. i have been neglecting umm about 90% of you aha :S
I blame it on WoW :P

now that i stopped playing WoW for a bit, will i want to hang out with the lot of you?
hmm...perhaps, but then again, i want to spend my free time polishing up my guitar skills aha :S

anyways, i think i've written enough nonsense.