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VII Crossroads 11:30 PM
Jamie closed the front door. Before
him all of his furniture sat, tidy and oblivious. He wasn’t sure what he had
been expecting. Possibly new and completely disheveled furniture? All arranged
nicely to parallel his new and disheveled life. He thought about locking the door
behind him, allowing him to escape this crazy situation so that he could hide
and take nervous refuge beneath his covers. It may be his last hope to awaken
tomorrow to find this past few days had all been a dream.
Then he thought of Laurel, specifically he thought of him having
to stand outside waiting all night for Jamie, anxious for his return to his
side. Jamie wasn’t cruel enough to make him go through that. Especially since
what ever danger Laurel
claimed was relevant seemed to be very real to him. Jamie pushed his back up
against the door. He needed a minute to breathe.
He tried to debate over the
possibilities before him. Laurel
could always be mentally insane. After all he did persistently talk about
energy, elements, and claims of witchery? What could be a more perfect
technical definition of insane? The other four always seemed to be nice enough,
could they really have it in them to set out on a mission to kill them? When it
came down to details Jamie thought maybe it would be better if he stayed inside
until he could just think through all of this tomorrow when his mind was more
clear.
It was only now that he realized he
had slid down the door and was now sitting on the tile floored platform that
marked the houses entry way. He took a few deep breaths lowering his head to
rest on his knees. Jamie closed his eyes to try to find solace somewhere in his
own mind. As he opened them something was wrong. He blinked again to make sure.
The result remained the same. His vision was gone, all was black. Repeatedly he
blinked again and again trying not to panic, yet he could still feel his heart
begin to race a bit faster each moment. Oh
no, he thought, I have stressed
myself out. To the point of
blindness! Then the visions came.
He was lying on Laurel’s bare chest, fingers traveling up and
down making circles across his skin. Rays of sunlight shone in through the
window adjacent to the bed they were lying in. Making Laurel’s face washed out by bright light. It
was the same vision he had seen so many times before, but he thought they had
ended. It had been nearly a week since it had happened last. However the vision
did not end where it normally did. This one continued on a part new to Jamie.
He looked up to meet Laurel’s
eyes, and then Jamie said the words he had never said to anyone but his mother
“I love you.”
Everything became black again. Only a
matter of seconds later another vision began. It was mid-day and Jamie blinked
as he looked up into the sun. As he glanced around he recognized where he was.
It was the alley way between the side of his school and the house which stood
next to it. To his right were dumpsters pressed against a two story brick wall,
to the left was a chain link fence that almost dwarfed Jamie in comparison. He
turned to look behind him, the same fence topped in spikes continued on behind
him blocking off anyway to exit. A feeling of panic began to stir about his
body. He looked around more feverishly, hoping he would find a route of escape
previously missed. Walls, Fences, Spikes. Nothing, he was trapped. As he thought Jamie
couldn’t help but be confused. He had no idea what he was trapped by or why it
was such a problem. Yet at the same time in his vision he could feel a need to
panic, he felt as physically tied to this dream version of Jamie as he did to
himself. However he was still distant, he couldn’t control him, and he couldn’t
talk to him. All he could do was sit and observe. In the end Jamie didn’t know
what the problem was but the Jamie in his vision did, and he was obviously
terrified.
Then it became apparent, four people
stood in front of the only exit ahead of him. Each person linked hands and
began to close the few yards length that separated him from the one group that
he never wanted to see again. Slowly but surely they walked in step toward
Jamie, all four staring intently at him, all mouthing words Jamie couldn’t
hear. The sky darkened, casting a long dark shadow on the alley way in which
they stood. Wind started tugging against Jamie’s clothes. It was pushing him
towards them! Jamie pushed back, no matter how hard he tried he felt useless.
The wind was grabbing, pulling, and twisting him towards the four.
Jamie lost his grip as he stumbled reluctantly toward them,
falling to his knees he cried out. “Laurel!”
The dream Jamie yelled through the sobs that had begun to escape his mouth. Laurel wasn’t here, both
Jamie’s knew that. They were only a few feet away now, and they stopped walking
forward. Their words became audible to Jamie, who could still barely hear them
over his sobs and the whistle of the wind in his ears.
“Take his power, take his might. Spirits of our dead take flight.
Strip his life, restore our reign, stack all in the Origin’s name. Take his
power…” The chant repeated, and Jamie’s sobs became silence as he stared up at
them in awe. The dream Jamie struggled until he could stand to face them. If he
was going to be defeated he would try to do so standing up, not cowering. Still
they towered over him in all their supernatural power. Their faces turned evil
by the darkness of the shadows and the focus that was across their face. Lined
up in a perfect line their booming voices echoed in unison, not one voice was
different from the others. They had become one. The wind grew more violent,
screaming in his ears. Pulling and grabbing became cutting and tearing, as if
the wind itself were sharp and jagged. Jamie watched as the dream version of
himself clawed at his throat as if he couldn’t breathe. They were sucking all
the air out of the alley!
He watched as dream Jamie once again fell to his knees. He rolled
over lying on his side still clutching his throat. The angle of the vision
changed to a close-up on Jamie’s face, as if this were a horror movie. Jamie
shuddered at the image, dream Jamie mouthed one final word as he was dying
there on the cement. Laurel
Everything once again went black. Jamie came to in a start,
kicking against the floor to gain purchase. As he did he stood up in a
protective stance, looking around at his house. Everything looked to be in
place, he crouched over putting his hands on his knees. He was gasping for air.
Other than his shortness of breath he was fine and unharmed. As his breathing
evened out he leaned against the door. The visions were pretty clear, he
decided to follow Laurel
before he ended up in that alley for real.
Great, he was crazy as well.
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His room had never felt so distant and strange to him before. As
he finished packing the last of his three outfits he couldn’t help but feeling
a stranger in this place. Like a bandit stealing items from a past life. He put
everything he needed in his large black backpack. As he walked to the other
side of his bed he stopped in front of his green messenger bag. He grabbed it
and tried stuffing it into his other backpack. The wonders of having multiple
sized bags, he thought. He needed those
contents, books, mp3 players, things that were necessary to running away. As he
pressed it down more he felt something strange, it felt like a hard cover. He
didn’t own any hard covered books, they were too expensive for his no salary
wallet. He pulled the book out of his messenger bag, it was Lillian’s book of
magic or whatever she had called it. She must have slipped it in before he
left! He finished getting everything in the bag.
Jamie walked over to the desk against the wall and began rummaging
for paper and a pen. When he had found it he took his cell phone out of his
pocket and placed it in the top drawer, he shut it closed. Jamie tried to do
the best he could to not think. The more he thought the more emotional he would
become. At this moment emotions were not his friend. The plain white page
stared up at him waiting, expecting. Jamie stared back, contemplating how to
say goodbye to the person who cared for him the most. He sat down and picked up
the pen. He began as simply as he could, hoping the rest would write itself.
‘Dear Mom,
I love you.
I need to tell you that I am running away. Lyspen is not my kind
of town and I need to start following life for myself. Please know this has
nothing to do with you. You haven’t done anything wrong. I just need to find
myself before it’s too late. I don’t want to be lost and hopeless, stuck in a
pattern I must live like the rest of this country. I promise I’ll be safe, try
not to worry about me, I can handle it. Please, don’t try to find me. I have
left my cell here, but I will try to contact you soon. Thank you, for
everything. Know there is not one single thing about this relationship that I
regret. I’ll miss you.
Love
Forever and Always,
Jamie’
Jamie watched the paper waiting for it
to disappear, his last hope that this was all a dream. It remained as it was,
solid and existing, sitting upon his desk. He ran through a mental checklist
making sure everything was taken care of. As he grabbed his bag of the bed to
go downstairs he thought of Carly. Jamie knew he couldn’t leave her out of the
loop on this one, he still had to make amends with her. He added a P.S. to the
note he left his mother telling her about the letter he was leaving for Carly.
In it he asked her to forward it to her if she could.
‘Carly,
Hey. I’m going to be leaving for awhile. I just wanted you to
know, I’m not angry with you, and I hope that you will forgive me. I’m also
sorry I am leaving. I’ll t ell you the
entire story when I get back. I promise it’s a good one.
Love,
Jamie’
Some of the pressure that had been
pushing against his chest released. He felt better knowing he said his goodbyes
to the two people who had always been there for him. He folded his note to
Carly and wrote her name on the front. He chose to leave the note to his mother
open, the sooner she was able to read it the better.
Jamie walked to the door. He made his
way through and shut his door behind him. He didn’t want to look back. After
all that wasn’t his room, it wasn’t his house, and he didn’t want to invade
the tenant’s privacy any longer. Every detail of the house became so apparent
to Jamie. Every noise the stairs made, the feeling of the carpet against his
shoes as he walked downstairs. They all stuck out, burning their images and
memories into his brain.
He left the letters on the kitchen
counter. That was his last deed, it felt as if he were laying roes on his own
grave. As if he were dead, this was his funeral. A single tear fell on his
mom’s letter. Jamie brushed his cheek scolding himself for letting emotion
sneak through. If he was going to remain strong he needed to keep his guard up.
Jamie left his house for what may have been the very last time.
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Jamie locked the door behind him. Just
because he might turn out to be safe he was not about to subject his mom to
four teens who had the power to murder everyone they stood near. He bent down
as he placed his key on top of the bristly Welcome Mat. He imagined this as his
farewell to his mother, yelling thank into the void darkness of his mind.
Getting this mat in return, ‘You’re Welcome’ it said.
“Goodbye.” With that he stood up and
walked to the street. Jamie only now noticed it was raining. When did that
start? He immediately felt guilty for taking such a long time, Laurel must be freezing by
now. Jamie zipped his jacket tighter as he approached Laurel’s figure, which was just a silhouette
standing against the rain.
“What took so long? I was about to
come in to make sure you were still okay.” A frown brought the corners of
Jamie’s mouth down. His guilt was only perpetuated by Laurel’s comment. How long had he been gone?
He forgot to check the time after the visions ended. For all he knew it could
have been hours.
“Sorry I ran into some…complications.”
As he thought about it he decided he didn’t want to tell Laurel about the visions he had. Doing so
would reveal that he was thinking about ditching Laurel. The idea hurt Jamie; He couldn’t
imagine how much it would hurt Laurel.
“Was your mom awake?” Laurel’s brows furrowed in a look of worry
and contemplation. Jamie was not expecting this as a possible question. He felt
tears well up in his eyes. He realized this had been his expectation all along,
hidden by his subconscious. He had stalled a little bit with every step through
the house, not covering a single noise he made. Silently hoping that his mother
would awaken, swoop in, and shelter him under her wings. Even now Jamie wished
it had happened, he wanted to be saved, to cry as she comforted him. He had
wanted her to talk him out of it, to make all the problems go away.
“No.” Jamie said as he struggled to
keep his voice steady. No tears have fallen in front of Laurel, and he needed it to stay that way.
“Jamie? What’s wrong?” Laurel was getting
protective. Jamie watched as Laurel’s
chest heaved, his breathing becoming accelerated. His hands were slightly
twitching as they became fists, releasing and regaining tension. His eyes
glanced between Jamie and the surroundings of the street and houses, waiting
for any sign of danger.
Jamie felt comforted by his
sudden alertness. It was apparent that when it came to danger Laurel would be willing to step up and fight
in the matter of an instant. Jamie decided this was a confirmation of his
vision. Right here, next to Laurel,
this was where he needed to be. This is where he wanted to be. The man standing in front of him was willing to die
for him, more than that Jamie loved him. This too had been confirmed by his
visions. As he continued to stare at Laurel
he realized that he was completely dry. Jamie looked down at his blue sweater,
he was dry as well. He glanced upwards to the sky, the rain continued to pour.
“Laurel, Laurel.
Calm down, I’m fine.” He placed his hand on Laurel’s shoulder to assure him further.
“It’s fine. I’ll tell you about it later I promise.” He watched as Laurel began to calm. It
was a striking difference. He looked like an entirely different person when he
was enraged.
“Okay, let’s go.” Laurel
started walking down the street. Jamie followed and did a little hop step to
catch up with him.
“Hey, Laurel. Umm…how are we dry? I
mean, it’s raining pretty hard right now.” Laurel turned and Jamie’s heart skipped as a
sly smile grew across his face. It had been at least a week since he had seen
that smirk. Jamie warmed as he felt his skin flush.
“Magic.” With that he let out an
entrancing laugh, the kind that only Laurel
could. Well, Jamie had been awaiting proof and this seemed proof enough. He was
dry while the world was wet. As they walked Jamie knew there was no going back
now. It was full speed ahead…wherever that is.
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It felt as if they had been walking
for hours now. Jamie was cold, but at least he wasn’t wet. It was a strange
feeling knowing that he was enshrouded by magic, unsettling almost. A force
that as he was raised was told was fake, imaginary. Now he was part of an
exclusive world. One which he didn’t have resources to even start to
understand. He thought of the book that now resided on the bag he carried on
his back, he had a way to educate himself. Maybe…it all depended on how much of
the script was true and how much was fairy tell legend. Of course he could
always ask the source, now that Laurel and he were in this together Jamie was
sure he would happily share some of his information. Especially sense it was
the only way Jamie could truly learn how to adapt to this way of life. He would
wait a bit before bringing any of his questions up, it would be best to let Laurel
think of his plans at the moment.
He heard the sloshing sounds as he
walked through the puddles of water that were forming on the ground. Everything
seemed normal enough, he felt each drop hit his skin, at times he even swore he
could feel drops plunk down onto his scalp and then trickle in a stream down
his face. Yet as he brushed his hands across his cheeks all that he felt was
dry skin. A chill shivered down his spine, he felt like an amputee with phantom
pains, it was a foreign sickening feeling.
“You’ll get used to it.” Laurel must have sensed
his discomfort, or noticed his constant re-confirming that he wasn’t wet. Jamie
looked at Laurel,
he was no more than three feet away but he was still surprisingly hard to see.
His black hair faded into the surroundings. Of course, his black coat didn’t
help any, it was nearly impossible to make out. It was as if his head was
floating along in the darkness. Jamie was starting to doubt this plan. They had
made their way out of the city and were now somewhere in the tree filled hills.
There were no street lights to guide them, and from the looks of it they were
heading absolutely nowhere at an alarmingly slow rate.
“Laurel?”
Jamie cleared his throat nervously. “Where is it we’re going?”
“This moment? We are going to a train
station.”
“And after that?” Laurel’s eyes melted all the ice cold feeling
in Jamie’s body. He still couldn’t believe this boy standing in front of him
was real.
“It’s a surprise.” Laurel smiled and took his hand out of his
pocket. Jamie watched as he reached toward him. It took Jamie a second to
realize what Laurel
was doing. Once he understood Jamie placed his hand in Laurel’s. It was warm, accompanied by the
energy waves that were slowly becoming familiar and welcomed to Jamie. It was scary
how easily Laurel
could get Jamie to trust him, with his hand around Jamie’s he felt like
everything was in control.
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Jamie’s hand fumbled as it searched in
the pockets of his jeans. It took him a few moments to process the fact that
there was nothing in them. He forgot that he had intentionally made sure they
were empty. Yet by trained repetition he was looking for his cell phone to
check what time it was. He didn’t like the feeling of being cut off from the
instantaneous knowledge that his phone provided him with. It made him anxious.
“Laurel?”
Jamie used his right hand to stifle a yawn. His left was still intertwined with
Laurels. “What time is it?”
“1:35….AM.” A questioning look spread
across Jamie’s face. Laurel
didn’t check his watch, or any sort of clock. He hadn’t since they had left
Lyspen. Either he was being sarcastic or Jamie was missing something.
“How do you know?” He asked. Laurel just shrugged and
kept moving forward. Jamie decided not to pursue the matter further. Instead he
would let it sit in the mental pile he was keeping. It was already stacked
pretty high from all of the questions that were rattling around, bouncing of
the sides of his mind. The good news was it had stopped raining, the bad news?
Jamie’s feet felt as if they would start bleeding any moment now, if they
hadn’t already. He was a slacker at simple P.E. games, so walking for hours was
definitely not in his physical stamina level.
“Where is this train station? I still
don’t see any sign of a city anywhere near here. I’m not sure how long I will
be able to keep walking.” Jamie had held off on saying this for awhile now, he
didn’t want to sound like the kid on a road trip constantly nagging and asking
questions. The only reason he asked was because he really couldn’t stand the
pain any longer.
“We’ll be there soon. I think.” Laurel stared off in the
distance as if he were calculating some sort of trigonometry equation. “I’m
sorry Jamie.” He turned his head to meet Jamie’s gaze. Laurel’s eyes were filled with merciful
passion. Jamie knew with one-hundred percent certainty in that instant that Laurel wasn’t doing this
to hurt him. “Are you tired?” Most surprising to Jamie was how fast Laurel could change from
being stoic, to being filled with so much emotion. He never knew which version
of Laurel he
would be standing next to.
“Well, there’s that. Plus my feet hurt
something awful.” Jamie really didn’t want to be the one to complain. He didn’t
want to look weak in front of Laurel.
“We’re almost there.” Laurel said and then paused as if in
mid-thought. “I’ll carry you.” Before Jamie had a chance to protest Laurel’s hands were on
his back and the back of his knees. Jamie held his breath as the disorientation
of being lifted through the air took hold of him. He laid his head against Laurel’s chest as he
cradled him. The cotton fabric of his light blue turtle neck rubbed against his
nose and sheltered him from the cold. It was only a matter of minutes before
the beat of Laurel’s
heart mixed together with the warmth and rhythm of the up and down motion. As
they all combined, Jamie fell to sleep.
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Jamie blinked against the harsh
fluorescent light that filled the room as his eyes first opened. White light
was all that he could see for a few seconds at least. As his vision came to he
saw rows of wooden benches around him. He was lying on his side and his first
thought was that of a church. No…it couldn’t be the lighting was all wrong it
was more like a hospital. Jamie sat up. There was a span of green and white
tiles which formed an almost dizzying checked pattern, yet all the dirt
covering the floor and the dingy smell that emitted from every surface spoke to
the fact that this wasn’t a hospital either.
Jamie slowly remembered that Laurel said they were
going to a train station. This must be it. The question being, where was Laurel? Jamie looked over
his shoulder, and leaned a little to try to see beyond the corner. He saw Laurel standing at a
window of double-paned glass. Behind the glass stood a middle-aged looking man.
The circles puffing out at the bottom of his eyes looked like they were the
least of his problems. Jamie couldn’t help but wonder if the attendant was even
sober, his red vest was barely buttoned, and his undershirt was only half
tucked in.
As he kept giving the ticket seller a
once over a shiver of fear sent the hairs on the back of his neck to a standing
position. Jamie had never been this far away from his home, not without his
mom, or a team of chaperones. Seeing this sketchy looking man, with all of his
unkempt greasy hair, made Jamie realize how unprotected and vulnerable he was.
Jamie stood and walked toward Laurel. If he need
protection it was best he was by Laurel’s
side, knowing that he would definitely step up and at least try to protect
Jamie. As he stepped up to them he caught the end of their conversation.
“That’s really the quickest way you
can take care of this? I have schedules to attain to; I need it to be faster
than that.” Laurel
didn’t sound extremely enthused about whatever was happening.
“I already told you, err…mister.” The attendant’s
voice was grainy, and fit well with his grungy appearance. “I can’t do nuttin
‘bout it. She’s runnin’ all the time. Her tires are worn, so she’s down for the
maintaining. It’s gonna take a few hours to fix.” Another thing that fit with
this man, he was as uneducated as he looked. It’s not great to judge a book by its
cover, but unsettling enough this character read directly as written. Jamie
inched closer to Laurel’s
side. He could see Laurel’s
shoulders were tense and yelled of his frustration. When he turned to look at
Jamie, some of his tension released. Jamie watched as Laurel let go of the air he had been holding
in his chest. Jamie was glad to know that he could be of some use.
“Hi babe,” Laurel said. He leaned over and kissed Jamie
on the cheek. Jamie jumped a little not sure how to respond. He glanced to the
guy behind the glass; he quickly tried to remove his shocked expression. Even
when his mouth had closed, and his brow had lowered, the worst part remained.
The utter look of disgust in his eyes. Sheer disapproval, sheer hatred.
Jamie looked down, he was embarrassed
and fighting off tears. This was the first person to witness their
relationship, and Jamie couldn’t help but feel this was how most people would
respond to them. He wanted to hide, he wanted to yell. He wanted to be home.
“It’s fine,” Laurel said. “We’ll wait ‘till the train is
ready to leave.” Laurel
must have caught on, his arm was wrapped around Jamie’s shoulder and he was
leading him back to the waiting area. Jamie counted the pale dirty squares as
they passed beneath his feet. A trick he had learned from his mother, counting
dissipates anger.
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It had been about thirty minutes.
There was no telling how long it was going to take to fix whatever was causing
the delay. Jamie felt bad because he could tell how much it was getting under Laurel’s skin. Given he
had very good reasons to be anxious. The two of them were sitting ducks, just
waiting for the other four to hunt them down and make their kill. Jamie wasn’t
too excited about the prospect either. In the end he decided it wasn’t
something to fret over, after all there was nothing they could do to change it.
When the train was up it was up, but until then they had to sit and wait.
Unless…
“Um Laurel?” He looked at Jamie from
where he was sitting, head in hands, he looked defeated.
“What?” Laurel slightly shouted. Jamie tried not to
let his expression show any twinge of flinching. Laurel had never snapped at him before.
“Couldn’t you, fix it? The train, I
mean. Or speed up time or something?” Laurel
shook his head in response before returning to his shut off position, head and
hands yet again. So much for that stroke of genius.
“No.” Laurel answered. Jamie took this to mean the
conversation was still open.
“But if you really have all of these
powers, or spells or whatever. There should be something you can do. Right?”
“Jamie, it doesn’t just work like
that. You can’t just, boom.” Laurel
sat up straight and cocked his fingers as if he were shooting an invisible
pistol. “Point and shoot at something. It doesn’t work like that.”
“Then how does it work? Explain
something to me! Jeez, I am following you God knows where. I think some
explanations would be nice. I’ve given up everything for you! Yet you can’t
even take a moment to explain how any of this is supposed to work? Or, or…where
we are going even. I want to leave. I’m going home. This is bullshit!” Laurel sat still,
obviously stunned, his mouth slightly agape. Jamie wasn’t entirely sure but it
appeared as if Laurel’s
eyes were watering. He instantly wanted to take back everything. At the same
time, he didn’t, he couldn’t. He meant what he had said and one way or another Laurel needed to hear it.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it to come
out like that. I just….I need to know.”
“Don’t be,” Laurel cleared his throat. “Sorry. You’re
right. You are absolutely right.”
“I am?” Jamie asked. Was he? He knew
that what he had said had been his truth but at the same time it felt slightly
wrong. When Laurel
wanted to open up he would. He didn’t want to force anything to happen.
“Yes. I’ve been unfair. I expected you
to just follow me blindly and give up your entire world to me with no
explanation. I should have been more sensitive than that. At the very least I
owe you every helping tip I can provide to you. I know this is hard for you
Jamie. It’s hard for me as well, we are both leaving people we love behind. And
know now that I can’t tell you everything. Not right now. Over time of course I
will try to. However, it may take awhile. But whenever I can answer a question
you hold I will. This is my second promise to you Jamie.” Jamie could see that
he meant every word he said, it echoed through every one of Laurel’s muscles.
“Your second? What was your first?”
“To always protect you at any cost. I
thought that went without saying.” Laurel’s
little smirk of a smile spread across his face. Jamie couldn’t help but to
smile back, it had been too long since he had seen that smile, the one which
was now illuminating Laurel’s
entire face.
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“So the answer is no?” Jamie asked
just wanting to make sure. Laurel was sitting on
the bench and Laurel
was lying on his back filling in the rest of the open space of the bench.
“It’s too hard to restore a broken
item which I have never even seen. Especially since the others aren’t here. If
I was familiar with all of the workings of a train, and if I had everyone
together to add the needed energy involved. Then yes, it may be a
possibility. Like I said it’s more
complicated than point and shoot.” Jamie was glad the fight had been resolved
so easily, he wouldn’t be sure what to do if it had turned into something large
and stand-offish. At the same time this selective information was only
confusing him further.
So to fix something Laurel needed energy? Like voltage? No that
was stupid. That wouldn’t make any sense, but at the same time, what about all
of this did make sense? Jamie looked
down at his hands, a layer of dust had begun to form beneath his nails from his
recent trek into the mountains. Mental note
was as soon as possible. Jamie lifter his head and laid it on Laurel’s thigh. A tingle
went through his body. Energy! Of course, after all Jamie was a witch now, he could help.
“I could help. If I have power, I can
fill the place of the others.” Jamie was glad he remembered these facts. He was
beaming at the thought of helping.
“Jamie. No,” said Laurel. The smile fell from Jamie’s face
instantly.
“No? Why not?”
“First off, you aren’t strong enough.
Either you won’t do anything. Or your power will be too miss-guided to do any
good. You need to learn control and stability first. Secondly, we are too close
to the others still. Any use of magic and they will be able to track it. Think
GPS, but much much more accurate. We can’t afford that risk.” Jamie bit down on
his lip this wasn’t the reply he had expected. Laurel made very solid points obviously.
There was no real way to contest his reasons.
“You can teach me. Right now. I am a
pretty quick study. We nee to take a chance, if we just sit here, they’ll find
us. If we do magic, they’ll find us. If we use magic at least the train will be
fixed and we can leave before they get here.”
“If, and that’s a big if. If we fix
the train. You are forgetting the part where you might do something wrong, in
which case, the four will still know we did magic and then we will be here with
no escape.” Laurel
closed his eyes, apparently trying to figure out what to do. Jamie watched as
he leaned back slumping against the back of the bench. Jamie sat up and did the
same, but leaving his eyes open. He wanted to remain awake and present.
“Well I think this phrase has never
fit better.” Laurel
paused eyes still closed. “‘Go big, or go home.’” Laurel chuckled opening his
eyes to stare at the ceiling. After a moment he rolled his head to look at
Jamie. With a sparkle in those blue eyes he seemed suddenly confident. “Go big
or go home. Indeed.”
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“So….where do we start? Do we say a spell
or drink some sort of potion?” Jamie guessed he was wrong from the chuckle the Laurel gave.
“Sure, if this were a movie. That just
might work.” Jamie was sitting cross legged on the bench, Laurel was cheated towards him. Jamie jumped
nervously at the sound of a heater rumbling to life somewhere in the
background. All this expectation had made him a little bit edgy. Especially
because the four swords of his death could storm into the station at any
moment. He remembered the vision of him being stuck in the alley, weren’t they
saying a spell of some sort?
“I know I don’t understand how any of
this works, but can’t we say a spell? I’ve…heard they work.” Jamie was still
reluctant to tell Laurel
what he had seen. After all if Laurel
answered no then the vision must have been nothing more than a dream, not an
actual prediction. Jamie would feel oddly comforted knowing it was just a
product of his manic imagination.
“Spells work. Depending on what you
are doing. For instance, if you have an immediate situation in which you need
to change someone’s mind or persuade an event to happen. Then you would need a
spell. Or what we call chants. Times when you need to call the elements into
your doing. You can also use chants to ask for the aid of the Ancients. Chants
are powerful but difficult to encompass entirely. They take a lot of focus, and
you need to be sure it is the exact situation that the chant is called for. Or
else it’s useless. As for potions…”Laurel
once again giggled at the prospect. Jamie could feel its warmth. He was glad
that his questions were starting to get answered and weren’t being taken as a
nuisance.
“Potions,” Laurel continued. “They are mainly a product
of the media. They took a few instances and assumed they knew how our world
turned. In the ancient times there were some people, a select few who knew our
craft. They weren’t elementals, so they had limited mortal power. But they did
have powers, everyone does. It’s truly a matter of learning how to use them and
focus them into something palpable. Potions helped these people connect to the
magical energy that they held. This led to potions for health, when the two
began to form a more solid representation and validity the people started
researching why they worked. This led to science. People in general started to
think more rationally bringing in an era in which people no longer needed
magic, the mortals who used to be witches, stopped practicing and began
studying instead. Whether it is for better or for worse it led us to this world
we have today. Medicine became precise and potions moved along into the
background, and magic went with it. Now it’s become some sort of fable,
distorted by movies, books, and whatever else.
“So the answer is no. A potion would
not really help us.”
“Well, thanks for the history lesson.
I guess?” Laurel
didn’t necessarily answer his question. Jamie was more interested about how
they should approach this, not how they shouldn’t.
“I’m just trying to teach you. You’ll
have to forgive me Jamie. I’ve never had to do this before. We do have very
little time to train you, if you need to fight, I want you to be ready. History
is part of understanding how to use what you have.” Jamie stoked his hands
against his pants nervously. They didn’t have the luxury of time, they needed
to fix the train.
“No, I know. Thank you for that. What
do we do then? We are running out of time at the moment.” Laurel stood up in front of Jamie and put
both his hands out palms out. Jamie took one in each of his own and stood up to
join him.
“What we do, is wish.”
“Wish?” Laurel shook their hands up and down.
“Do you feel that Jamie?” He looked
down at their hands, they were intertwined. He felt the energy pulsing between
them. Felt the heat it generated. “That is all we need. All that energy is just
waiting to be directed somewhere. Close you eyes. Jamie watched the room disappear on the other side of his
lids. His nerves felt as if they sped up the flow of that energy. He could use
that.
“I need you to concentrate. Set on our
goal and focus that energy towards it. Imagine it draining from your body and
leaving to accomplish the goal. Will it to be done. Need it to happen and think
of nothing else. Go.”
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