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Tray Shadix


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Gender: Male
Age: 21
Sign: Leo

City: Somers
State: CONNECTICUT

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008 

Current mood:  pessimistic

There's no shadow of doubt to the notion that people have an unexplained attraction to bad news, but what has become of our reaction to it?

Over the years, I've watched news reports evolve from objective bulletins into almost gossip-like rundowns of miserable tales. The longer I watch the apathetic faces of newscasters listing off tragedies as if this is the way life is suppose to be, the less I, myself, notice atrocity in our world.

Sure, once in a great while a story so brutal comes along that we all look up from our microwave dinners and stare in a mildly amused daze; truly following in fascinated horror, but what of those between?

Think of the murders that fell between The D.C. Snipers and Today. Think of all of the mornings you didn't bother to turn your head from your coffee as a reported droned emotionlessly passed "Three shot in city home" into "Father's arson claims lives of children."

It doesn't bother me that we've stopped caring. Fuck, it barely surprises me that we've stopped noticing. It just makes me wonder.

Was morality truly so short lived? We dove deep from animal instinct into a seemingly endless quest for excellence and splendor, so how, only a few hundred years later, are we back to selfishly caring only of our own continued survival?
Without the magnificence we once strove to achieve, society is simply organization. Without feeling, we're nothing more than a virus; instituting survival and expansion over the cherishing of individuality and memory.

Maybe we're just in a slum; slowly rebuilding from the collapse each new generation brings to the foundations of the last. Maybe we'll rise up again in search of beauty and perfection. Maybe one day we'll realize we've been lacking in our efforts to turn instinct into poetry. And maybe, even, one day I'll give a damn about that.

Until then, rest in peace humanity. The machines that are our species have claimed supremacy over this world. I welcome any thoughts or hellos to the comment board, but again, I know it's a futile effort. I'll see you all in hell.

Jenna Bo Benna [Zombified]

 
And we'll roast marshmellows over satan's lake of fire. Always wanted to know what lava roasting did to the flavor of the 'mallow anyways. Hah. But seriously. It's like why do I even bother to post blogs and shit...if no one's going to read them? Perhaps it's for our own personal amusement?

Your rants never dissapoint me, you 'ought to know that Mr. haha. They always manage to make me think...I need to meet more people like you, and I seriously need to take a road trip up to CT one of these days...

Anyways. I think you're absolutley right about humans only caring for themselves, hence for the reason we like to see terrible tragedies... [though,in all reality... they really aren't horrible tragedies, because if they were so sickeningly vulgar we wouldn't be able to watch them without projectile vomiting all over the T.V. screen.]

And I know what you mean, I find it hard to care about bad things these days...Except for the shred of the people in this world that I actually care about...I just get angry...because America get's off on seeing people getting blown up and beheaded..Shit...now that I think about it..I didn't even cry at my Uncle's funeral...or my grandmothers...and those were years ago...back in elementary even...People I saw almost daily...Yet I couldn't feel sad enough to cry for them...It makes me feel a little disturbed.

And have you noticed..since our species has become so self obsessed....that we've also started to crumble? And that even though ethiopians are starving, at least they still have family values???

It almost makes me want to travel back in time like hundreds of years, before technology when people had to depend on other people...and people actually got respected for being a good person, rather than laughed at...

Oh my god. I hate this system we live in.

Kudos, times two.
 
Posted by Jenna Bo Benna [Zombified] on Friday, March 07, 2008 - 2:37 AM
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