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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 42
Sign: Aries

City: Dubuque
State: Iowa
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/9/2005
Friday, November 25, 2005 

Current mood:  frustrated
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Well...yesterday was an interesting day for me.  Usually I like going to holidays with the family but yesterday sort of took my by surprise.  It started out my aunt coming up to me and saying  that my best friend was telling my cousin stories bout me.  Most of it was a bit stretched and exaggerated but there was some truth at the bottom of it.  Not all of my family knows bout me and my life style..guess it has been on a need to know bases. 

So my aunt yesterday is all mad cause she thinks someone is talking bad about me.  I just sort of shrugged it off and told her it is ok.  Well she called me later on that night and I told her that yes I am gay this is the aunt that I feel so close to and thought of anyone she would understand.  I guess that is not the case...she told me I needed to get a to a christian counselor because what I am doing will be a sure way to make myself a way to hell.  I have never been a god person anyway so the threatening of hell didnt bother me as much as she was not understanding of me and thought I had a problem instead of accepting me as I am.

Why is I can work at a Lutheran Seminary and everyone is so accepting of my lifestyle but my own family is having this big fit.  Believe me if I liked girls I would be with one...at times I think it would be alot easier to be straight man then a gay one.  Im just hoping I can find that right guy who completes me someone who likes doing the same things I like to do and willing to work together to accomplish all we would like to get out of life is that so hard to ask for.  

Tomorrow I am meeting someone...he seems like a great guy.  I hope I am right bout that. He is different then the usual guys that I date, but hey those guys didn't seem to be what I am looking for so maybe this will be something good. 
9:13 PM
 
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