Well, i finished my first day at home and work on my meds.

I would like to first say thank you for your support that i received on this.

People noticed that i was a bit sluggish, seemed less energetic and even a bit slow. My mind seemed to swim slowly, not much seemed to be going on, it was like my thoughts were slowed down a bit. Had a hard time sleeping, but i guess that will probably happen. Work seemed to go by Ok, People noticed a sharp change in the way i usually work and the way i worked, still got stuff done but people noticed a difference in my mood and general actions. I feel slow, sluggish and tired, just want to sleep, i am going to do that soon.

It scared me today, i guess i have to get use to it. it will take time i know. We shall see how things go for the rest of the week. One day at a time.

felt good not to have stuff racing in my mind, felt good not to worry, but it also felt like i had a hard time getting things done, i had to slow down a lot or it seemed that way to me. feels like i lost a bit of bounce in my step.

I also noticed that i really didn't have drive to play CoH when i had the time, or watch TV, or really do a whole hell of a lot. when i was awake, i sat up and just stayed on Facebook, LJ and Myspace, not really doing anything, just vegged out with no real drive. hope that that kinda passes, if it doesn't i will have to work through it

I am going to go to bed soon, sleep and relax, i will update this before i leave for work. If anyone has advice, be glad to hear it

SOMETHING NEW ADDED AFTER I WOKE UP

I threw in a movie i like, figured i would watch it, started to watch, had to stop it. Movie is stupid and not funny. I guess this is some of the things i will expect with my new meds. Not motivated to do anything, all i really want to do alot of is sleep.

Things i did that i liked are no fun anymore
afraid about things like my cards, too afraid to try now

I can't even meditate correctly right now.

I guess my life is completely changing, time to change