Back to myself.....
but still so different.
Older and wiser, well maybe not?
Able to understand better, yes
Still committed ...Forever!!!!!!!

Will I struggle......
U know the answer to that.
but why should you care?

My heart has been broken,
but the loss both.
One forever, the other I hope never.

My demons they still get me every day.
Only what I truly know is in my heart,
I can say.......
Pain given and received too and from the ones
you love the most.
Self hate for not being stronger and not growing up
inside soon enough.
Self worth when you give all you can without being asked?
the answer back....."I never ask you to offer"
Self image......Never again will I let "ROUNDBOY" rule....
and over power the true me.
Selfishness this is a hard one cause.....
what is it, I thought that reciprocation was what you do.....
not the start of a fight.

Well as for what I can say about who I know that I am...
Is an evolution full of pain and rebirth.
Deconstructing all that I have ever been.
So some day I will worth it once again.