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John Paul Milazzo


Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Taurus

City: SIERRA VISTA
State: Arizona
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/11/2005
Thursday, January 03, 2008 

Current mood:  crushed
Category: Romance and Relationships
what do you do when your stuck watching the one you love look for comfort from someone else from the pain you caused .......what do you do when you cant move on......what do you do when she asks you to wait for her till she's ready to try again....what do you do when she says that you are the only one for her but she's terrified of dating you again.....what do you do when everything about your job reminds you of her.....what do you do when you lose her trust....her love......what do you do when you tell her that the choice that she is making/made is tearing you two apart....what do you do when she doesnt believe you anymore....what do you do when she's pushing you away without her realizing it....you try to tell her....but it does nothing......what do you do when all you want to do is make up for everything that you caused but she wont let you.....what do you do when all you wan to do is hold her...hug her...kiss her...and make all the pain go away for both of you but you know you cant.....what do you do when none of your friends cant cheer you up....when the things you use to love to do cant take your mind off the pain.....what do you do when all the pain is making you physiclly sick......what do you do when it hurts so much there's nothing left of your heart to break and you go numb....what do you do when you know this pain will never go away without her.....what do you do when everything you do and say only causes her more pain.....what do you do?
Currently listening:
Almost Easy
By Avenged Sevenfold
Release date: 16 October, 2007
ASTROPUFFS (R.I.P. UNCLE RAY-RAY)

 
what do you do?

nothing...there is nothing, you just have to let love run its course and if she comes back then its meant to be if not you will always find love again...im proof. its hard not to be a part of someone that you know and care for so much, but its ever harder to be with the person and only be hurt...

a little over a year ago i was in the same position hun...but now well, im happily married. if you need someone to talk to im always here.

im sorry that u r going through this...its a terrible thing for anyone to experience
 
Posted by ASTROPUFFS (R.I.P. UNCLE RAY-RAY) on Friday, January 04, 2008 - 10:30 AM
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