im sorry that u haven't really ever had someone to hang out with or anything like that...im sorry that u've never really had that one special girl that felt the same way about you...you are an amazing person..even if u dont feel like it...i have a really low self esteem too...but sometimes u make me feel better about myself because of the things tha tu say to me...u have no reason to have a low self esteem!!
 

the reason why i have such a low self esteem is because of my older brother and younger brother and that they always put me down saying u will never get a girl and shit like that and it really hurts me alot and i'm glad that i help cheer u up

 

adam we've pretty much grown up together as far as school & stuff goes. you're not the only one who feels left out or alone. i've never had a copious amount of friends either & you know that.. but you have to be confident & love yourself first before anyone else can.. trust me on this one. if you can't make yourself happy no one will be able to fill that void, either.. i mean shit, i know what its like to have someone talk shit about you, for instance - i went to a party with people that were supposed to be my 'friends' only to find out the majority of them were talking shit about how much they hate me the entire time i was there. you just have to ignore those people and get on with your life.. it's short & you have to make the best of what you have.

 

ok but it is still hard to love myself even though i've only had 3 good achievements in my life which are playing football becoming an eagle scout and graduating

 

haha, that's more than i have. i graduated high school with a low gpa, am broke as fuck because i don't know how to handle money, and have parents that despise me because i have tattoos (and pretty much most of society hates me for that as well), but i've just learned to deal. you can't force anyone to like you, you just have to wait for someone who does and make the most of your time with them. people will always come & go, that's why you need to rely on yourself & only yourself for happiness.

 

u make a good point megan and plus the real reason why i'm always lonely is because no 1 really wants to hang out with me even when i act like myself it just really makes me mad when no 1 likes me for who i am and shit also would u like to hang out sometime and i would never talk shit about anyone cause that's not how i am i give respect for people who i've known basically all of my life

 

sure we can hang out. just lemme know so i can work around my work schedule. :]

 

ok well txt me if u would like megan my number is 419 360 1225 and we'll set something up