Try to make me go to rehab...i'm already here!  

on a serious note:

There have been some major changes in the last 6 days. I am currently in rehab till Wednesday and i've been keeping myself busy by reading, building a zen garden and attending anonymous meetings.

 here is the time to thank my angels by name for helping me see that my existence is not yet to come to an end:

Adrian, Anthony, Derrick, Eugene, Dave, Tiffany, Melody, Stephanie, Avon, Kelsey, Alyssandra, Melissa, Sister Janine, Mama, Sarah, Melly, and Hannah.

I am sincerely grateful for each and every one of you. I've prayed for you since the age of 9 which was the first time i've ever tried to end my life.

Community building and encouragement is my driving force for impacting society in a quiet and progressive way.

I lived in gutter trash for so many years and have tried my hardest to come up with a philosophical reason why i've been dealt such a horrific deck of cards...but quite frankly, i wouldn't have come to the state of where am now..." if you don't have a past, you ain't gonna last" ---those are words from the street. truth...

IN A CONSTANT STATE OF LEARNING AND ACCEPTING,

sheryl