Not recent, but I like it...

This tree, it feels me, it holds me, this tree
that hold me tightly from falling free
Free into the wind
as the winter air calls me
But this winter wind
can be known as cold hard land
with no helping hands
to save me from winters fright
So I do not fight, this tree
this stable, capable..
unbelievable tree
That keeps me grounded, and founded
BUT this wind blows
 And it flows thru me as if it will carry me
free me
release me from my tree
 
But if I fall
will I find the beauty of snow or
cold hard ice that I know
oh so well
This ice...
this cold ice keeps me holding on to my tree
my beautiful autumn tree...
with its strong branches
that feed my soul with it's harsh grip
 
 
THE wind blows so hard
and my tree
its letting go fast
 
PLEASE let my soul find the soft white snow
with its stunning light
 
OH GOD.. How can I hold on longer?
How long before I let go
and get carried by the wind in love's song.........

This one is recent.. I wrote for Davin.

There is something happening.....
Something seemingly out of control
Although.....
It is the most perfectly controlled thing my body and I have ever done.
I can FEEL it
My heart is warming
And the butterflies I once knew
No longer dwell in my stomach
as they now can be felt in my womb
The womb I protect
with all that I am
as it holds the most precious being within
He grows and grows
and I shall protect long after he out grows my womb
I as pray that I shall never see him enter his own tomb
 
For one day my precious son shall enter another womb
And find what just a few chosen have found
 
This life is hard
and all I can only show him the world that I know
As I know he will feel my love
He will be angered by my love 
but this anger is bc he
trust me
loves me
 and he will understand all that I have done when looks down upon his own precious son
 
THE world is turning
bc if I ......
Can show my precious son
how to love others as he loves me
and I have loved him
this world shall change and hold us all
the same way
as my womb carried and protected him
 
This is to you...
My precious son.... I love you