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Last Updated: 12/19/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 17
Sign: Leo

City: Jackson
State: Michigan
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/13/2005

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October 15, 2008 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Writing and Poetry

How can I feel secure
When those surrounding me
Take everything away?

How can I feel assured
That those on my side

Will be there tomorrow?

Almost nothing can take the pain from me
How can I apologize for things I've never said or done?
And I've noticed you walk away from me
As if you're scared of what I have become…

Quit pushing me aside!
You never gave me a chance
Sometimes I ask myself
"How can this be real?"
When I've got nothing left to feel…

How can I be myself
When every minute
I break down a little more?

And how can I trust anybody
When even my emotions

Have turned to hatred?

And they bring out the worst inside of me
Forcing the suffering out in a fray.

And I noticed that you run away from me
Under pressure when you've got nothing left to say.

Quit pushing me aside!
You never gave me a chance
Sometimes I ask myself
"How can this be real?"
When I've got nothing left to feel…

All the pain and emptiness pulling me
Only words and memories left taking me
The loneliness, I can't find my way
And so I can't escape the fact that they


All the pain and emptiness pulling me
Only words and memories left taking me
The loneliness, I can't find my way
And so I can't escape the fact that they
KNOW!

Quit pushing me aside!
You never gave me a chance
Sometimes I ask myself
"How can this be real?"
When I've nothing left to feel

One day, I'll push you aside

Down to the ground

And you'll realize that
This is how I feel
When nothing else is real…

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Thom futrell-martial artist, writer, artist
Thom Grim Reaper futrell

 
Again, your piece is dripping with emotions.
Nicely written
 
Posted by Thom futrell-martial artist, writer, artist on March 20, 2009 - Friday - 11:27 AM
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